DOSE:

repeated

oral

H.B. Woodrose

(seeds)

BODY WEIGHT:

70 kg

Today I woke up, not feeling down, not feeling depressed, not feeling suicidal. For me I believe I owe it all to the Hawaiian baby Woodrose seeds.

Up until one year ago I was diagnosed with severe depression, and in a bid to source a cheap way to take drugs I found the Hawaiian baby woodrose. The long term effects of heavy use is not documented, but I have been taking it a lot. I could easily say for 18 months, and over those 18 months I have done near to over 50 trips . This is not something I am recommending as a cure for depression!!!

The vomiting that can occur first of all, only happened to me one time when I took them drunk. The more trips I do, the more weird I feel, and the more those explosive thoughts occur. I can be left with feelings of unreality.

Everything for me, for at-least the last 3 months have started feeling more and more like a dream. And with this effect I have started doing less trips. What has changed? Well in my circumstances nothing, I am still the same guy without many friends, and am alone a lot of the time. But no more depression, no more suicidal feelings, this way that I am left feeling, in this state of unreality I am in no doubt that the Hawaiian baby Woodrose seeds has done it to me, and on that note bad trips are very rare, I have only had 1. ( a trip in front of family)

but the journey I would not like to face again. As strange as the world has started to feel for me, as it is now, if I don't do a trip every month or so, the world starts to feel even more unreal. So I am now dependent on it.

Exp Year: 2012	ExpID: 100856
Gender: Male
Age at time of experience: 22
Published: May 20, 2020	Views: 811
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