DOSE:

15 mg

insufflated

MDPV

(powder / crystals)

BODY WEIGHT:

155 lb

Master your high means using the drug responsibly, and learning how not to damage yourself. Can I master this high? There is a right way and a wrong way to use this drug. I'm on MDPV as I write this.

I ordered this substance thinking it would be the shit, because it's more potent than A-PVP, but then once I tried it I hated it. That's only because I wasn't doing it right. I can't do tiny bumps all day, and then go out at night and do more.

You can only dose twice in my opinion.

The first dose, and one more 40 minutes later, when I see I am feeling good, and aren't at risk of experiencing a bad reaction to the chem. After that I cool it. Slam a water, then drink some beer.

I resist the urge to dose again. I don't want to get anxious and paranoid. Do I want to feel like shit? Of course not!

We use drugs to experience good vibes, be social, work out our problems, and be artistic. We need to draw the line at misuse, so we doesn't damage ourselves, and because we need to show the public that there are respectable people who research chems.

I think being around my mother at home was the best setting for me, because I wanted to speak openly about feelings, and strangers might get annoyed, and want to beat me up for being to sensitive. Then if I was in public my fear of socializing would make me crave a bump, like that would help. Fuck that. Home is where my heart is, and people might not be able to take me.

I don't make this a daily thing. I experiment with either A-PVP, or MDPV every weekend. Last weekend I bumped MDPV Thursday and Friday at school, but on Friday I went out and bumped every couple hours. It made me a weird tweaky mess. I couldn't sleep at all. I went to see Mac Lethal (The nerdy white kid who kills look at me now-Pankacke flippin, on you tube). I was a buggy little fucker.

All in all if I only dose [once or twice], and don't give in to my fiendish temptations I can have a glowing experience.

It's been more than an hour since I stopped typing at the Mac Lethal paragraph, and feeling good with some beer. I smoked a little weed a few hours ago. I was fiending for more weed. I drank six MGD's, and went out for more a 24 oz.PBR, then two more. I'm on my second PBR now.

I've learned from experience, and I'm walking a thin line between moral and insane. I don't want to write a book, but I have had drug addiction problems with everything, so I know. I have been through a lot.

Exp Year: 2013	ExpID: 101309
Gender: Male
Age at time of experience: 28
Published: Feb 24, 2017	Views: 3,227
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