DOSE:

0.5 hits

25I-NBOMe

(blotter / tab)

BODY WEIGHT:

120 lb

A while back I bought 100 tabs of 25i-NBOMe at 1000ug each from the Silk Road. Bitcoin's price changed so I couldn't buy what I originally had in mind and I saw that this was:

1. Cheap (in college and out of money my first thought was '$45 for 100 doses of anything is a good deal')

2. A psychedelic (My favorite class of drugs)

3. On blotter (easy to hide in the mail (okay, I'm a terrible person for ordering drugs when I don't have my own place))

So, with minimal research and a strong desire to trip I ordered it. It wasn't til after I spent the money that I read all the scary stuff surrounding it. Tried to sell this a few times. I only saw two types of people:

1. People who don't care and who were going to kill themselves by taking 5 tabs. (I'm not gone risk someone else's life for twenty or so bucks)

2. People who were scared of the shit or who hated me for even bringing up its name.

The first two weeks I nibbled off a half tab by tearing it with my teeth on Friday and a different half tab that I must've ripped incorrectly by hand on the following Tuesday (I ditched one and a half tabs on the road). The Tuesday trip was more powerful for my mind and less powerful for my body for some reason so I'll report that.

Left arm felt separate from my body, my head had a weird pressure from inside it. Everything felt very chemically. I felt waves and became one with the waves, had a weird thought loop of 'I better get Gatorade so I don't die, okay, no, wait, what?, I guess if I want, okay then get Gatorade, wait what?, etc.', never did get Gatorade. There was also a moment where my mind and body became completely separate and I thought I died. I have trouble remembering the order of things. I was euphoric at one point, but not the whole trip. The whole trip was mostly confusion and not the kind I could see anyone enjoying. There was no flow or connection during the trip. I couldn't understand text or people speaking. The euphoric aspect was out of the blue and didn't connect to or change the visuals, the visuals didn't seem to match the body high which felt like I was gasping for air. The body high is too 'forcefully pushing you down' for it to make sense in a party context. Introspection and spirituality is too lacking to do it alone.

I guess it would be cool recreationally with a few friends, but ever since I've taken it I haven't felt quite right. 25i is to LSD what synthetic weed is to real weed. I still get weird visuals. 45 cents a tab is still a rip-off. I have no idea what I'm gonna do with these 97 other tabs now. No one wants this stuff for a reason.

Exp Year: 2014	ExpID: 104796
Gender: Male
Age at time of experience: 18
Published: Jun 12, 2016	Views: 2,395
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