DOSE: T+ 0:00	1 mg	oral	Pharms - Alprazolam	(pill / tablet)
T+ 3:00	1 mg	oral	Pharms - Alprazolam	(pill / tablet)
T+ 6:20	0.5 g	smoked	Cannabis - High THC
T+ 7:20	5 g	oral	Kratom	(liquid)
T+ 8:00		smoked	Cannabis - High THC

BODY WEIGHT:

77 kg

I'm a white male around 180 cm (6ft) and 77kg (171) lbs.

DRUG HISTORY : Smoked shitload of pot for the past 6 years. 5g+ a day, but quitting a few times for a week or two without problems. Other than that I've done amphetamines (speed), ecstasy (mdma), cocaine, (I come to found I really dislike all these stimulants), many different magic mushrooms I don't know the name of, alprazolam (xanax), tramal retard 400mg max (extended release), codeine (CWE up to 300mg) and morphine (100mg oral in a bomb, wrapped in smoking paper). I just want to say I come from a place where marijuana is smoked together with tobacco. I quit cigarettes 2 years ago.

MINDSET : I'm pretty chill and happy to be trying out Kratom. I have to say this is the 3rd day I'm taking alprazolam. I stay clean for a week or two and than have some fun. Anyways I took 2mg alprazolam today. One around 4pm and one at 7pm. It's currently 11.20pm. I'm pretty starving and I've just smoked a .5 joint of some pretty dank weed. Just a quick reminder I have been clean of any drugs for the past 10 days except last 3 days smoking small amounts of weed and 4mg of alprazolam a day combined with a beer or two.

SETTING : A house where I grew up. My mom is gone for the summer vacation, dad is probably drunk asleep downstairs and grandma... Well she might be asleep or having a benzo withdrawal but nonetheless nobody will bother me tonight. It's a tuesday night and I am free tomorrow the whole day. I love my room. It's like my temple. Probably the best setting ever.

It's the first time I ever bought kratom. I've chosen a vendor that had good reviews. I've read people have problem with the texture rather than taste, so that's why I decided I'll just mix the kratom in a fruit smoothie. I don't have a scale so I'll have split 10g of this Borneo Red Vein somehow else. By using an A4 paper, a measuring tape and a knife I was able to split all of this somehow. With that being said, I'm really hungry and eager to try this so I'm going to mix my smoothie. I've read 5g of kratom is just enough for the sedating / euphoria effects without the stimulation.

My banana/peach/kefir smoothie came out a bit more shitty green than usual and the taste is kinda earthy or herblike. I'll need another drink after this 3dcl of green goo. *** I have taken a 1mg alprazolam 3 hours prior and smoked a 0.5 gram joint an hour before Kratom ***

00:00 Exactly the time on the clock I finished drinking this shit. I thought I'll throw up the last gulp. Fuck that's disgusting. I need to find a better way do ingest this.

00:10 Nothing noticable so far. I changed into something more comfortable. Wanted to turn off the lights, but realized I won't be able to type.

00:20 Starting to forget where I put stuff. Turn the lights off found some candles. It's starting to get hot.

00:30 Starting to get that euphoric feeling. Just cleaned the only ashtray I found and wanted to light my small spliff with around 0.3g weed. I somehow got distracted by again the only candle I found in the whole apartment which had cut them and now I'm cutting the stem out.

Ok I'm now feeling the effects. I accidently spelt molten wax on my hand and I felt absolutely nothing. Not even that pesky feeling the second it touches.

00:40 So far I have to say I like this substance. The alprazolam should have worn off by now and I have a nice feeling of happiness and warmth like on codeine. I find myself walking around the house because I'm always forgetting stuff and I have to get up from my chair, pick the thing up and meanwhile forget 3 other things.

00:50 I'm getting a brain fog. So far I have to say Kratom is amazing!! Use it with caution and in moderation. I put on Hi-Tek - Hi - Teknology 2 - The Chip. It's a great laid back hip hop album. I have this doobie in mouth for like 10 minutes now. Lol. Just realized I brought 3 different cups of water to my room, but I'm drinking none. Kratom I'm lovin this! :D A burning part of joint fell on my stomach, again felt no pain.

I'm just reading some info about anonymousity on internet since I concern this a big deal. I also usualy smoke half a gram joints in 15 minutes but I think this one's going to last. I feel love.

1:00 I've been trying to make an email and login to a website for so much time I forgot why I was making an account for that site. I'm feeling energetic and confused but the thing I concentrate on I do it with 100%.

1:15 I still wasn't able to create the email. I'm making typos. Energetic and fine. I prefer this over tramal, but it doesn't stand a chance against stronger opioids. Maybe stronger doses.

1:20 I'm not a complete retard but I still couldn't make the mail and nausea hit me bad I had to listen to the 'fly of the bumblebee by rimsky korsakov' and just tilt back and close my eyes for a minute to retain it. This didn't even happen to me on morphine.

1:35 I realized I don't even need the email for this thing. Listening to my favorite band. Wu tang. It feels the best if I just close me eyes. Probably the mix of benzos I was taking the last days. I like closing my eyes and just listening to music.

1:40 Nausea so bad I almost threw up. Had to find a bucket just in case. I decided to lay down for a while. As I'm writing this the nausea is gone but I'm still a bit shakey.

1:50 The fucking youtube ads make me get up. Just put on santana and I'll go lay for another 10 minutes.

2:30 I remembered I have a doctor apoitment at 8am and wanted to go to sleep, but I had massive munchies. After feeding myself I find myself smoking the rest of this spliff looking through instagram and listening to some chill 90's rap.

2:45 Looking at instagram I started thinking of getting back into affiliate marketing. I tried it out, failed, but right now I got some good ideas. I also has great ideas about changing the layout of my room. I remember that before when I was taking 10 minutes naps I was dreaming but I was awoke. I rember different events playing in my head looking real live.

The next day I woke up I felt a bit hangover but I attribute this to 5 hours of sleep. A cup of coffee and I'm fine.

Exp Year: 2015	ExpID: 106772
Gender: Male
Age at time of experience: 21
Published: Apr 21, 2018	Views: 2,633
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