Entering a State of Pure Energy
Methoxphenidine
Citation: McKenna. "Entering a State of Pure Energy: An Experience with Methoxphenidine (exp107400)". Erowid.org. Sep 12, 2016. erowid.org/exp/107400
DOSE: T+ 0:00 |
140 mg | oral | Methoxphenidine | (powder / crystals) |
T+ 0:00 | insufflated | 2-Aminoindan | ||
T+ 0:00 | insufflated | Ethylphenidate | ||
T+ 0:30 | 100 mg | oral | Methoxphenidine | (powder / crystals) |
T+ 1:00 | 80 mg | oral | Methoxphenidine | (powder / crystals) |
BODY WEIGHT: | 93 kg |
I had been trying the substance first in gradually increasing amounts to assess its effect on me and create a margin of safety. Measurement were performed with a 10mg microspoon on each instance. I found that I down-tapered dose regimen made the most engulfing experience.
16:00 - 140 mg - Knowing that taking this orally took about 1,5-2 hours for me to feel its full effects
taking this orally took about 1,5-2 hours for me to feel its full effects
16:30 - 100 mg - no effects felt yet. Note: that this was combined with some insufflation of a 2-AI and Ethylphenidate combo during the course of the experience until it kicked in fully.
17:00 - 80 mg - Final dose, some mild effects are beginning to show, some relaxation, decrease of anxiety.
18:00 - effects are getting stronger. Getting harder to focus on any complicated tasks as well as understanding them.
19:00 - Lift-off - Strong sense of inebriation and eyes beginning to close and mind wandering into a closed-eye dream state with visuals.
20:00 went to bed to ensure not to stumble as it is hard to comprehend much of the real world anymore. All fear, anxiety doubts are, however, gone. When lying down I close my eyes and I
feel that I have been transformed into a state of pure energy floating in space with other entities from one beautiful cluster of chatter and imagery that seems to form immense ideas - the whole idea present at once in my mind. Then I was catapulted through space from one immense and completely different idea to the next, over and over until the experience begins to die down. The thoughts keep rushing through my head and finally I was able to fall asleep, but it took hours just lying there with a pleasant rushing body sensation.
All in all this has to be my favourite experience. It left me elated and with a sense that this had been a trip to the afterlife or something where there was nothing to fear.
I just have to be careful with the dosing. I have on one occasion also dosed too high in one dose that left me in what seemed to be an unreal nightmarish sensation unable to tell dreams from reality.
Note that I had developed some tolerance before this experiment.
Stay safe
Exp Year: 2015 | ExpID: 107400 |
Gender: Male | |
Age at time of experience: 35 | |
Published: Sep 12, 2016 | Views: 3,209 |
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