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Love Hate Relationship
Methamphetamine
by kevo
Citation:   kevo. "Love Hate Relationship: An Experience with Methamphetamine (exp109014)". Erowid.org. Jul 21, 2020. erowid.org/exp/109014

 
DOSE:
200   Methamphetamine (powder / crystals)
BODY WEIGHT: 140 lb
The 'dope' in my neck of the woods is ice. This report is referring to a form of meth that is supposedly grown in a tank underground. Usually comes as clear shards. Back when I was an abuser, it started off great. Me and my friends would have a weekend twice a month of staying up and binging. This stuff isn't your normal shake n bake. Its not as intense as far as hallucinations. The few accompanied with the long lasting high are mostly caused by sleep deprivation. Besides the auditory hallucinations when smoked. Tolerance after a year of use started to get higher. So it's a pretty bummer considering I feel like superman when under the influence.

Bad side effects: EXTREME depression episodes when coming down. Complete loss of appetite. Cotton mouth and severe dehydration. (After I start a binge my brain seems to make me lose track of time and in the midst of the chaotic high...I know after being awake for a couple days...food doesn't cross my mind. I get delusional and paranoid. Trembling, craving for more.

Positive: Avoiding overdosing and forcing food and sleep, this drug has an almost MDMA-like euphoria. Nowhere as intense but it actually comes and goes. Getting stuff done isn't a hassle at all. Motivation. I'd describe it as super adderall.

This stuff works miracles if used responsibly. But def. wouldnt reccomend to a newbie. Smoking grass on this stuff is crazy. I feel spun out of my mind.

Besides the paranoia, agitation, depressing comedown I wouldnt say its the devils drug. Just a hard drug for experienced users.

[Reported Dose: "2 points"]

Exp Year: 2016ExpID: 109014
Gender: Male 
Age at time of experience: 18
Published: Jul 21, 2020Views: 947
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Methamphetamine (37), Sleep Deprivation (140) : Hangover / Days After (46), Retrospective / Summary (11), Small Group (2-9) (17)

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