DOSE:			Flubromazolam	(daily)
			1P-LSD
			Alcohol - Beer/Wine	(daily)

BODY WEIGHT:

150 lb

I shall try to be brief as could write a book on experiences with named substances.

The only drug-substances I'd ever consumed until age 49 was espresso-coffee & the small amounts of alcohol in beer, typically 5%-9% alc. I got introduced into substances @ 49.5yrs starting with around 25 mg of mephadrone/m-kat into my 1st bier of the nite to give it a kick. Got very interested in RC research after 4mnths of trial & error settled on the named 2 (flubromazolam 1p-lsd).

As with most things what started out as small amounts, once a week with 100mcgs/iu's of 1p & 1mg of flub 2 times a week grew in dosage & usage until for 1 full year I was taking up to 3mg a nite of flub. With my 15 year nitely 3-5 biers & 200-300 ius twice a week of 1p the 1st batch of flub was indescribable! Woke up each morning feeling absolutely great, much younger too (deep sleep is the no.1 restorer/healer) & felt on top of the world. Wanting to feel even better I increased the dosage to 2mg. Next day smashed car up, felt perfectly normal as well & bumped works van all over. [Erowid Note: Driving while intoxicated, tripping, or extremely sleep deprived is dangerous and irresponsible because it endangers other people. Don't do it!]
So went back to 1mg. Next batch that came had opposite effect - felt deeply depressed, even thoughts of suicide (all for no reason). I contacted my source & he told me he had changed his source (the following batches had no emotional effects @ all - just comatised I awaking feeling thoroughly rested) with no positive or negative underlying feelings thruout the day. Sumhow I just brushed aside the warnings of mixing with alcohol as being potentially lethal & besides as is known the stuff increases the strength of most substances phenomenally.

As time wore on I increased to 2 then often 3mgs a nite. My girlfriend saved me many a time from falling backwards onto my head upon my hard wooden stairs as I was stumbling to bed. I'd often fall off kitchen chair whilst reading. But would just like to point out the 'rebound effects' commonly known as 'the horrors' of which I've gone thru 14 bouts climaxing in 9 seizures (been off work for 11 mnths now).

These horrors are precisely that & I can understand why folk call for an ambulance. Because they are or can be life threatening. They last 7 days/nites & there are around 7 levels. They begin with feels of unease & anxiety & develop into an absolute nitemare: zero sleep for up to the 7 nites; heavy heavy sweats; shivers & trembles; the doubling of my heart rate; great paranoia (a police siren in the far distance for instance - I think they're coming for me), EXTREME anxiety. With everything I've ever said wrong; done wrong; not acted; guilt, etc coming back to haunt me taking on massive proportions. A passing bus feels like its sucking out my soul, a swarking magpie or a barking crow could give me a heart attack as could a knock upon the door. All my senses become greatly enhanced. The smell of even the plastic my mineral water comes in can be smelt.

There's much more, but in the more intense/higher levels on day 3/4 everywhere takes on a different shade of silver & grey-blue sky; grass; trees; everything. On top everywhere appears dirty; grubby; of low vibration & all I can smell is pollution. It is @ this point the climax occurs hence a seizure or if lucky just the climb down. They reduce me to rubble. I actually feel/know I'm dying. As often the case good can come out of bad! I can't eat & psychic phenomena sometimes occurs, like being able to hear those close to me's actual thoughts like they've spoken them; leaving my body fully conscious & much more. But these 'horror's are something definitely to be avoided!! They are seriously life threatening but when I go thru them I make freshly squeezed orange juice & lemon/lime juice to replace my diminished electrolytes. Nb. I becomes extremely brittle; fearful; fragile & I want to confide to everyone even my doctor; or ambulance staff etc what I've been taking (I didn't).

Exp Year: 2016	ExpID: 109495
Gender: Male
Age at time of experience: 50
Published: Dec 3, 2016	Views: 5,781
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