Respect the Molecule: A Hero's Journey
DMT
Citation: ColdLikeASpriteSoda. "Respect the Molecule: A Hero's Journey: An Experience with DMT (exp110333)". Erowid.org. Jun 9, 2019. erowid.org/exp/110333
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20 - 50 mg | smoked | DMT | (freebase) |
BODY WEIGHT: | 125 lb |
I put 50mg of DMT sandwich method in a pipe. I used a torch to hit it. I hit it big, I took it all the way. Earlier today I tried it for the first time: 20mg was uplifting, warm and fuzzy.
Second time I did 30mg: Very spiritual, positive warm and fuzzy. A voice telling me come to the other side next time. Was like we were separated by a colorful veil. But that's an analogy. Great visuals in my brain etc. Time didn't slow down. I heard Hosana in the highest before coming down.
Third and final time: 50mg
This is where everything changed. I didn't just breakthrough, I teleported to the other side. It must have been the Abyss and the Void. I experienced both. There were no elves, no bouncing toys or whatever.
There were no elves, no bouncing toys or whatever.
I reopened my eyes back to Lego land and turned tv volume up. Wanted it to bring me back to reality or my dimension. It was a weird language being spoken. So I turned it back down and went back to the void. The molecule laughed at me because I didn't expect it to be that powerful.
The molecule laughed at me because I didn't expect it to be that powerful.
I thought I was giving the molecule enough respect but I didn't. It showed me the truth. It was a true spiritual Hero's Journey. I was scared but it was very rewarding in the end. I've never experienced anything like this. It is spiritually jarring. Questioning many things.
I don't know why I didn't go to DMT land. I didn't witness what others talk about...not completely. I went straight to the void and then beyond to what I only assume is the Abyss. Nothing was normal or real. I was like in many different dimensions. I traveled into many. Where it was just me and a whole of nothing but impossible geometry in psychedelic color. Then the Rose Room. I don't know the deal with that. It was the most normal looking thing during my trip. That's when the molecule laughed at me.
This may sound scary, and it was. I don't want it to change anyone's mind though. Was it a bad trip? Perhaps at the time. Like I said, it was very much rewarded. An unexplainable lessons about life. That we really don't know a single thing. Science didn't mean Jack either. There's no science there. Unexplainable truth.
Exp Year: 2017 | ExpID: 110333 |
Gender: Male | |
Age at time of experience: 27 | |
Published: Jun 9, 2019 | Views: 1,574 |
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