DOSE: T+ 0:00	100 mg	oral	bk-MBDB	(powder / crystals)
T+ 0:00	150 mg	insufflated	bk-MBDB	(powder / crystals)
T+ 5:15			Etizolam
T+ 0:00			Alcohol - Beer/Wine

BODY WEIGHT:

170 lb

About once a year (maybe twice) I have to relearn my cathinone lesson. These things just aren’t good for, tend to lead to compulsive redosing, and just end up leaving a vile flavor of the experience.

Around 7:45am I ate around 100 mg and snorted another 150 mg of butylone. By 8am I was feeling pretty good and jerking off to porn by 8:30 am. More similar to methylone than MDMA, and the euphoria part is about as short-lived. By 9:30am I was in a comedown phase, took a warm bath, and watched TV, settling into an ugly long-lasting anxiety.

Most cathinones have similar effects on me (and probably others) – they start out beautiful but turn to shit at some point , leaving me with high blood pressure, anxiety, paranoia, and possibly peeking out the windows for hours on end. More disturbing was a shortness of breath and heavy feeling in my chest and stomach, which may be signs of a heart attack.

My state of anxiety lasted beyond 1pm, at which point I slowed the roll with some etizolam and later had a few beers. Fourteen hours later, my system still feels toxic but we’ll get past it. I don’t remember methylone or even ethylone feeling this “dirty” on the backside. Now that I think about it, I don’t remember butylone feeling this dirty either (but that was back in 2011ish and I didn’t keep terribly good notes at the time).

That said and while they’re fresh on my mind, I’ll be badmouthing cathinones until the next time I forget the consequences and decide they’d be a good idea. Sort of like I did yesterday.

Exp Year: 2017	ExpID: 110451
Gender: Male
Age at time of experience: 40
Published: May 20, 2017	Views: 2,411
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