DOSE:	2100 mg	oral	Pharms - Gabapentin	(pill / tablet)
		smoked	Tobacco - Cigarettes

BODY WEIGHT:

135 lb

Gabapentin Queen of Buzzville

I took seven 300 mg pills of Gabapentin (neurotonin) while hanging around a public library with a couple friends. They did not know I took it and it was my first time experimenting with the drug.

The come-up took an hour or two, but once it set in I was buzzing. It's not the best drug to use while out with friends -- yes, I was much more sociable and I even allowed a female friend of mine to put lipstick on me, something I don't know that I would do sober -- but my eyes tended to lose focus and wander. I felt sedated, and I think the next time I do Gabapentin I will do it in my bed and listen to music.

It's a lot like an opiate, the feelings of euphoria and desire to just curl up in fetal position, being hugged by the mother-goddess Gabbypentin. It would be a great drug to lay in bed and listen to music all day -- it reminded me of a more lively hydrocodone or oxycodone adventure. It was difficult for my eyes to focus, but I could accomplish basic tasks. I felt more creative and more vulnerable, as if I could say anything I wanted to and own it. I discussed my past of self-harm with my friends; we discussed music and graphic design as well.

I went out for a cigarette maybe 3 or 4 hours into the trip and listened to Stairway to Heaven. It was glorious. I thought about what it means to be a man, and that wearing lipstick as a man is no strange act; it represents how comfortable I am in my own skin. Hell, I kinda feel like I could do drag if I wanted, but maybe that's just the drug talking. The smoke coming out of the cigarette was gorgeous.

I'm still maybe 5 or 6 hours into the trip (I didn't really make note of when I consumed it), approaching the comedown.

Thanks for reading.

Exp Year: 2017	ExpID: 110562
Gender: Male
Age at time of experience: 21
Published: Aug 3, 2018	Views: 7,804
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