DOSE:

oral

3-MeO-PCP

(powder / crystals)

BODY WEIGHT:

160 lb

I like to take small doses of NMDA antagonists or 4-AcO-DMT to treat depression - because of certain experiences growing up I easily fall into this state, and have found small doses of the above substances very effective. Normally my dose regimen falls between microdosing and a small amount. For example, 4 mg of 4-AcO-DMT is more than enough to lighten my mood for weeks.

I obtained some 3-MeO-PCP from a reputable vendor, and created a dilution blank, diluting a carefully weighed amount so that 1 drop would equal 1 mg. I started with 5 mg, and over a few weeks got over 25 mg with no effect. Assuming I'd received counterfeit material, I shelved it. (I've used many dissociatives, so when I say it was inactive, I really mean nothing happened).

On the evening of the incident, I was feeling reckless , and I took out the purported material, licked my finger, and touched what I thought was a tiny amount to my tongue, noting a bitter taste and some numbness. Basically I have amnesia for the next few hours - I was apparently writing in my journal, because I see the writing becoming more shaky and incoherent, but have no other memories except walking in the house, telling my partner what happened, and exclaiming 'the couch looks like it has a bunch of clowns on it' because it was turning into circus-like colors. After that, I have vague memories of other locations, but didn't really come to (with the usual emergence phenomenon) for several more hours. During that time, my partner gave me a massage and got me in the bathtub, none of which I remember.

The odd thing is, once I started to emerge, I can remember the usual fields of light forms and what almost looked like neuronal nets in 3D, but this passed as quickly as it had started, and I was alert and oriented X 3 an hour or so later.

So what happened? Did I find a 'hot spot' in the powder? Do I have an idiosyncratic reaction to this compound? The material is white and well crystallized, and appears perfectly homogenous. Well, It'll be awhile before I try that again! I was never frightened, there wasn't time for that......but hopefully one will never assume if the normal dose is inactive, an unweighed heroic dose is a good idea in the future!

Exp Year: 2018	ExpID: 111835
Gender: Male
Age at time of experience: 64
Published: Apr 24, 2018	Views: 5,517
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