Who Did I Become?
H.B. Woodrose
Citation: Elliottkae. "Who Did I Become?: An Experience with H.B. Woodrose (exp112125)". Erowid.org. Aug 17, 2018. erowid.org/exp/112125
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15 seeds | oral | H.B. Woodrose |
BODY WEIGHT: | 120 lb |
We decided to chew 15 seeds each to start with, and then would try more at a later date. We scraped off the white coating from the outside and ate them 5 at a time, they tasted absolutely foul. Then we went and smoked a joint to mellow before the trip began. My pal A and our friend B played some video games and I chilled listening to music.
After about 40 minutes I started to get some very slight visual effects, the skirting around the ceiling seemed to thrum slightly, and there was a vague purple tinge to it. Eventually the tinge grew and became a sort of rushing stream of purple light coating the top of the wall. The song 'group autogenics one' came on and we all lay down and began to relax. A sense of heaviness came over my body, then a deep, deep comfort wherever I lay, I covered myself in blankets to amplify this feeling. A warm sensation began in my stomach and I felt carefree and deeply happy. I could really feel each word of the song, and my body felt almost like it was pulsing in time to the music with jolts of happiness. It was quite wonderful.
I then stood up to use the bathroom and my god I felt light headed, but in the best way. Like I was almost floating away from my body, my sense of balance was appalling though. When I got back we talked and laughed for a while, smoked up for a bit all the while buzzing with a happy, comforted feeling. Visual effects increased over this time, things were quite blurry and the patterns that emerged seemed much more earthy and natural than those on LSD trips. I could make things seem bigger or smaller by just thinking about it, and my body was pulsing with every song that played.
I could make things seem bigger or smaller by just thinking about it, and my body was pulsing with every song that played.
After this B and A went out to the chippy to get food for us and I decided to stay back and smoke for a while as I was still feeling light headed and was having heavy visuals by this point. After my smoke I closed my eyes and lay on the bed, and a complete euphoria and openness swept through me. I could see pink kaleadiscopes everywhere I looked with my eyes closed, and my arms and legs suddenly had no feeling, they weren't there any longer. I floated in comfort, feeling as if I was lighter than air and falling endlessly. My arms regrew and I had hundreds, I could feel every finger and limb clearly as wind rushed past it. I saw a bright light above me and below me there was darkness. I kept repeating the mantra 'this is the best thing you will ever experience' under my breath, and could barely think of any words but those. I floated for an hour or so I believed, but it was actually only 20 minutes. The trip in total only lasted 4 hours until we fell asleep (after I ate food and got sick) but it felt like about a week in all honesty. I would check the clock what felt like every 10 minutes when it would only be 1 or even 30 seconds.
All in all, it was the best night of my life. And the fact I have experienced this leaves me eternally grateful.
Exp Year: 2017 | ExpID: 112125 |
Gender: Not Specified | |
Age at time of experience: 18 | |
Published: Aug 17, 2018 | Views: 992 |
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