DOSE: T+ 0:00	25 mg	oral	2C-B
T+ 4:00	1 tablet	oral	Unknown

BODY WEIGHT:

70 kg

Setting
At home with my wife in our bedroom.

Set
Generally good spirits, a little frustrations in life and late evening. Had a few drinks earlier in the evening.

Thinking of work the next day and also strong desire to engage in erotic/sensual activities. My wife is trying 2C-B for the first time. We have had some disagreements and some trust issues, these are the result of past experiences more than our existing relationship.

Previous Experiences
I have always enjoyed the light and malleable experience of 2C-B. The play of fantasy, colours and emotions always feel very slightly enhanced, with a strong focus on the body and no sense of ego dissolution or out of body. I find that 2cb is a far better introduction to the world mind altering substances as it
- Lasts only 4-6 hours with no residual stimulation.
- Provides a conscious direction to the experience.
- Empathy and psychedelia are not forced and there is little sense of having to let go to the extent of more powerful, longer lasting experiences.
- Lower levels of anxiety.

Experience
+0:00
9:00pm
Ingested in liquid, followed by chaser. My mood is a little frustrated and a sense maybe we dosed too high for my wife, although she has previous experiences with strong mind-altering substances.

+0:30
9:30pm
Getting ready for bed, shower, clean myself up, tidy up the house. First alerts, minor attention brought to how old our apartment is. Noticing details, not as much colour enhancement as the DOB cousin. Mild jitters, like having a little extra coffee.

+1:00
10:00pm
Wife receives some unfortunate news, I feel agitated by the cats constantly playing. She feels a need to disconnect from her thoughts, the come up is strong and the body is aware, the mind is clear and although I am agitated, the ability to move away from this agitation and not react is welcome. She really wants to watch a movie, I feel a little disconcerted, but I feel I cannot disagree due to her hearing the bad news. Body feelings very strong now.

+1:20
10:20pm
Watching film, a fairy tale movie, I find myself more interested in the wall painting and room decorations. The room becomes gold. My mood softens, I feel the music from the film directly reflects the state of the art on the walls. From serene to angry, there is a sense of animalistic sexual aggression within me.

+2:00
11:00pm
Wife asks what I am thinking, I am thinking of sex and sensuality. We make love, cosmic love, sensual is delicious. I feel absorbed in a fairy tale of euphoric connection and animalistic sex. Able to indulge in inner fantasy and explore my emotions within the open bounds of my thoughts. The wonder is I can explore my connection with my wife on many levels. My wife is all that a woman can be, all women and all different angles of a woman. My wife has an orgasm, saying it was something incredible. I am able to let go of my animal aggression and become software, my wife reacts with growing eagerness, thrusting and moving her body in rhythm. Making love is boundless, such a wonderful and playful experience.

+3:00
12:00am
Already toning down, film is finishing, closed eyed fantasy still wonderful, visions of wonderful scenes, nighttime, winter. Fantasy feels safe too.

+4:00
1:00am
Ready for bed, we make love again, orgasm again, not as tactile, but emotions are wonderful. Really feel like I can let go with fantasy here, my mind takes me to sexually charged places that I can share with my wife, orgiastic sensations overwhelming into intoxicating orgasm.

We take a sleeping tablet each at the end, didn’t really need it though as we fell asleep afterwards. Sleep good, morning still need sleep, slept for 10 hours.

Summary
Definitely can see why the Shulgins felt 2cb was wonderful for the erotic and sensual space. It felt really, truly sensual, far more than anything else I have ever experienced. It amplified sexual desire and fantasy space.

The bond between my wife and I has become stronger and feels more open and the other issues that existed previously have gone to the background.

Exp Year: 2018	ExpID: 112684
Gender: Male
Age at time of experience: 40
Published: Dec 21, 2018	Views: 2,890
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