DOSE:

Cacti - T. pachanoi

BODY WEIGHT:

130 lb

I’m gonna keep this short and sweet unlike San Pedro’s who take time to grow and is definetly not sweet.

When I prepped I watch some videos and did the proper amount of research, it’s not something that should be taken lightly. They grow fast I mark it as soon as I get it home, so I can record the growth. Like anything I have for a long time I watch it grow. This is a big part of the process, it’s like a child I take care of it maybe feed it fertilizer, cause they can flower!

I make sure when cutting it down it’s for the right reason I think about what I will gain from the experience and say it out loud. Cause it has the effect of connecting ideas together, making loops telling me things are divine and put in place for a reason even if unclear or unnoticed. For example I was listening to an artist and now I’m going on a road trip to see her live, dots connected, serotonin flowing creating happiness, laughter all the things that make me feel alive! I started to color feeling the effects of it, I appreciated every color and how they were unique but at the same time just different tones of the same thing.

I feel now as I am writing this that people try to define things and put them into categories but at the end of the day we shouldn’t judge. I base my opinion on what I know and trust my instincts cause they have gotten humans this far. It’s taught me a lot and given me great insight into what I aspire to be, I’m not perfect I dove back into my old ways, but for that night I had changed, I felt like I was on a peak with a cloud underneath my feet, super surreal and pure, did keep me up all night.

[Reported Dose: "A little more each time"]

Exp Year: 2019	ExpID: 113273
Gender: Male
Age at time of experience: 24
Published: Jun 27, 2019	Views: 1,060
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