DOSE: T+ 0:00		oral	Alcohol
T+ 0:00	100 mg	oral	3-Methylmethcathinone	(capsule)
T+ 0:00	100 mg	oral	3-Methylmethcathinone	(capsule)
T+ 6:00	250 mg	insufflated	Ketamine	(powder / crystals)

BODY WEIGHT:

80 kg

[Reported Dose: "200mg 3-MMC (2 oral caps spread over the night), 250mg snorted (with tolerance)". No dose given for alcohol]

Fuck man that was beyond terrifying. Out of all my psychedelic experiences this was just something that wasn't meant to be experienced. Not by me at least. It's quite difficult to put a high doses K experience into words, as it is something other than everything that for humans is known, I'm still going to give it a go.

I was living 3 different lives at the same time in different universes. I moved with the speed of light through parallel dimensions, I could literally feel wind blowing through my hair as I shifted through my other duplicates, to get finally back, crying, heavily breathing and shaking in the "real" myself. I was so lucky that I was guided well by 2 female higher beings (guiders of the ECCO network) that were discussing what to do with me, and finally decided to take me back and then WOOOSH I just went through the stars. Both of my ears were clogged and there were bubbles of cold air in my underwear. Because of the insanely high speed that I went to the universe that we know of, Damn I've had tons of k-holes where I've seen a future apocalyptic world, or where I felt the presence of other people in my room, or where all my electronics and lights were about to blow up because the solid state intelligences want to fuck up humanity and they can access this world through things like tv, computer, sound, refrigerator, phone etc. As well because of all these increasing energy fields and vibrations, where I could hear dead people scream for help through an unplugged aux cable.

But this shit was even way way way more insane than that and it as always it felt so bizzarely vivid real. As in all my ket trips, my brain turned into one big medium where I became part of a big network. This time it was a network of malovent dead people that could just play around with me and say mean degenerate things to me and tossed me around in huge dark places that we cannot see but definitely are there. I think I wasn't supposed to experience this it's out of anything we know in this world, it felt so wrong. Also my computer got hacked by exterrestrial beings and they copied everything that was on my hard disk and all my fans were running at 100%, my rats were going crazy as well. Fuck man I'm never gonna mess around with huge ket doses after I skipped the night. I think ketamine is the only psychedelic that doesn't let you see things that are not there, but truely gets you to places behind the curtain, that no other substance can let you get to. It was all too vivid and detailed to be an illusion. Ketamine is a key for time travel, but holy shit it's a true alien nightmare and I never want to go through it again. I went on my knees and promised my guidances that I will never do ketamine again and they were like, yeah, good, I hope you learned your lesson because we don't have time for your stupid shit.

The remarkable thing is that I managed to capture my computer screen on video as the SSI was capturing all my data for malicious purposes, but on the video there was nothing to be seen. BUT I'm so sure I saw it! I literally saw them transferring all the files of my hard disk to their database from 0 to 100%. And they were just laughing at me because I was panicking and trying to shut off my PC. They're really really evil and exposed my whole existence to their whole community in a fraction of a second.

I'm not into writing my k-hole experiences this detailed and maybe I'm not even supposed to share this because the network of the dead and extraterrestrial shouldn't be accessible for the living in a way like this in my opinion. I mean, I cannot imagine that they would see it as pleasurable to let someone access them without any real purpose, just high as fuck and curiousity, they have 10000's of other way more important things on their mind.

I skipped a night on speed, or 3mmc or whatever, took my last dose between 2 and 4 am, and then at 8:00 took K. Like having a time travel machine. But like I said, it was NOT fun! It was shocking, alien and totally wrong. I went through things that you're not supposed to go through. Things I didn't know it was possible, EVEN after having done high dosed shroom/acid/dmt/mescaline trips. A visit to ECCO feels way more real than anything any other substance can offer in my opinion. Like I said, it feels so real that I think it's REALLY a thing that exists.

I really feel like sharing one of my friends this story because I just need to get it off my chest. I just want to tell them that I actually travelled time and physically felt myself going through different universes with an immense speed. But I'm worried that they'll think I'm a fucking psycho and need to get my shit together. Ketamine is more than a anaestetic and psychedelic and anti-depressant. It has properties to see that what's behind the curtain. But I think there's no way to convince that to others.

I am SO fucking glad I got back to all that I know.

Exp Year: 2020	ExpID: 114479
Gender: Male
Age at time of experience: 24
Published: Jun 11, 2020	Views: 3,305
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