DOSE: T+ 0:00	100 mg	rectal	MDA	(powder / crystals)
T+ 2:45	100 mg	oral	MDA	(powder / crystals)

BODY WEIGHT:

190 lb

I’ve done MDMA twice, but never MDA. The first experience I had on MDA was fall of last year. I went party hopping with a couple girlfriends of mine, and ended the night with some great sex. The night was very fast paced and exciting, and I obviously enjoyed myself. It wasn’t until the second time I tried MDMA that I really came to appreciate the effects. The second time I tried MDMA was right before my university closed down for COVID-19. I did it in a much closer setting with just a few good friends, and honestly it was an even better experience. Sure, the sex was fun, but honestly the sense of bonding and empathy I felt with my good friends was miles better. Being a guy, I have trouble opening up, and being vulnerable is a challenge for me. Taking MDMA with my close friends made all of this easier. Our MDMA experience brought us significantly closer, and I have absolutely zero regrets.

Last night, we bought some molly to celebrate our friends coming in town to visit. When we tested it, it came out as MDA. Although I didn’t get MDMA like I expected, I was very excited for a new experience.

We had to wait for my roommate to get back from work to dose. We were waiting in anticipation all day. Classes couldn’t end soon enough. My roommate worked from 5:30 to 9:30. So until he got back, I worked out and took a shower. When I was done in the shower, we had to pick up our friend from the bus stop, as he was just coming in from the airport. We came back home to my roommate, who had just gotten back from work. I meditated a bit, to ease my anxiety before taking this new drug.

At around 9:45, We each took one point of MDA to start out, I boofed mine (for science), and the rest took their capsules orally. At around 10:00, my come-up anxiety was in full swing. After 10:00, my anxiety gradually transformed into pure bliss. It felt like a wave was slowly crashing over me. I couldn’t keep my mouth closed, and I couldn’t contain my energy. I had to get up and walk around. I started pacing around and taking deep breaths. Everybody else seemed sober, with slight come-up anxiety. At around 10:30, everybody’s first point started kicking in. At this point, we moved into another room of our house to lay down on our blankets. I sank my face into a pillow, and laid there for about an hour.

At 11:30, the power of the MDA continued to escalate. Every time I thought I was peaking, a new wave would hit me. We moved into our living room to go talk and listen to music. I lost my phone, which was kind of distracting, but our tripsitter helped me find it. I remember stubbing my toe, and feeling good about it. After that, I joined the rest of the group. I had trouble expressing my happiness. I was filled with so much elation and gratitude, I couldn’t find words to describe it. I felt like I was talking a mile a minute, and my mind was moving a hundred miles a minute. We kept thanking each other for random things. We started putting on our winter clothes, and feeling the softness of the fabrics. I put on a hoodie, a beanie, and a scarf. I have never had such an appreciation for fabric. I started sweating at about 12:00. I took off my winter clothes, and sat back down. My high had reached a cruising altitude. We started debating whether or not to take another point. We all agreed we would, but we would wait 30 minutes. We sat and listened to music without exchanging a word. We closed our eyes and just relinquished control. I felt like I was floating in a river at high tide and just went limp to let the river wash me away.

At 12:30, we dropped our second point. I took this one orally for a more gradual peak. I also had some extra powder left in my first capsule, so I gummed that. I slowly started coming up on the second dose. I lost control of my eyes and jaw, and began gurning a bit. At 1:00, We started getting into deep conversation. We began talking about our futures, our goals, our families, and our fitness progress. We were hyping each other up, and complimenting one another a lot. It was honestly the most wholesome drug experience I’ve had. I remember going to the bathroom, and telling everybody “I just took a piss, and life is so beautiful.” We felt a lot of energy at around 2:30, and we started doing push-ups and working out. I had a great sense of focus on my workout. I could feel each of my muscles contracting and flexing as I continued to exercise. When we finished, we sat back down to listen to more music for about an hour. I sat on our speaker, and I could feel the music in every fiber of my body. It was beautiful. At about 3:30, I went on a walk with one of my roommates. The cold air outside was a great contrast to the warm inside of our house. It sent pleasant shivers down my spine. My mind felt like it was tingling. We were talking about what our home towns and high schools were like. Other times, we would take moments of silence to listen to the trees in the wind. We then turned back and went home.

We got back at around 4:00. Everyone was calming down at this point, so we just sat in silence. We sat for about 30 minutes and then went to bed. My MDA comedown was very clean, and I was able to sleep like a baby afterwards. As I am writing this, it is the day after, and my depressive symptoms are not nearly as much as MDMA. I almost feel kind of an afterglow effect. I feel very happy and friendly today, but somewhat relaxed and dreary.

Overall, the experience was quite comparable to the MDMA experience. I was more talkative on MDA, and slightly less bodied, but it was a divine sensation nonetheless.

Exp Year: 2020	ExpID: 114909
Gender: Male
Age at time of experience: 20
Published: Nov 14, 2020	Views: 4,459
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