DOSE: T+ 0:00	6 - 10 mg	oral	2'-Oxo-PCE	(powder / crystals)
T+ 0:30	repeated	insufflated	2'-Oxo-PCE	(powder / crystals)
T+ 2:15	6 - 10 mg	oral	2'-Oxo-PCE	(powder / crystals)
T+ 3:15		insufflated	2'-Oxo-PCE	(powder / crystals)

BODY WEIGHT:

71 kg

This is a report telling the experience I had yesterday with this substance. First of all I have to say I did not use a milligram scale, I used a "micro scoop" which should have a capacity of 6-10mg, depending on the density of the substance. During this report I am going to assume a spoon equals 10mg of O-PCE. The 40mg said are an approximation, maybe I did more, maybe a little less.

I almost don't have any experience with dissociative a, only MXP around 3 times.

I dosed 10mg orally at 23:00, then I lay in my bed (I spent the whole experience in my bed). I started to watch some videos and in about 30 minutes I started feeling a very light different sensation, which I could note more incorporing/sitting in my bed and looking around. This didn't come to more, so I tried to insufflate 5mg (half a spoon). I was in the dark and not sure if the dose fell to my bed, so, measured 5mg more and insufflated that. Again, not sure if I did it, but I left it there, just in case, better to assume I dosed. A pause here to tell you everyone reading this don't do this shitty dosing, measure everything right and make sure you are dosing. Don't be as dumb as me.

5-10 minutes later that sensation went to a little more (relaxed body, some kind of head pressure, not uncomfortable, a light "distortion" about my enverinmonent in my head. No psychedelic effects in the whole trip). So I waited 10 or 15 more minutes and insufflated 10mg more.

I felt almost in baseline, being in my bed watching series. So I dosed another 10mg orally. I think this was around 1:15-1:30. Thinking that was probably going to be really an experience decided to get up and go to the bathroom and drink some water.

There I realized that 10mg could have been a mistake. I remember to look at my feet and see them a little small and weird (nothing so heavy, just a realization), looked at my bedroom and my sensation of distance was moderately distorted. I started walking and, oh god. I was walking so slow and weird, sometimes I had to put my hand to the wall to walk. After going to the bathroom and drink water returned to my bed. I was feeling equal than before, in my bed, of course. With this I want to make clear than laying in the bed, in the dark and watching series I could not tell how much intoxicated I was.

Here the redoing went real, at 2:00-2:15 exhausted of dosing and "not feeling high" I Dosed 3 or 4 scoops insufflated, I am going to assume it was 15mg (probably less)

5-10 minutes after I started to feel way more high, and looking at the time, 2:30 I thought about what was I doing, I dosed too much and I had to sleep (I didn't have anything to do next day but I like to have a "normal" sleep schedule).

Here things go a little more dark. I entered in something similar as a thought loop, thinking that I was fucking high (same as explained before but way enhanced), I had to sleep, wake up in 6 or 7 hours and I had to sleep but I was high as a kite. That loop went some minutes after the thought of having to do something came. The way to think in this drug was very strange to me, the thoughts about the need of doing X or Y.

I decided to get up, check everything was well stored and go to the bedroom and drink again. I remember sitting on the bed and feeling very, very weird, like, with lots of nausea, better said like to the feeling that I could get unconscious at every moment.
I got up and I remember to see my bedroom really huge, the door was really far away, I started to walk and oh my god. Imagine a stickman walking, that was me. No knees were used there. All my extremities were extended, almost couldn't use them properly. I had to walk grabbing myself to the walls thinking how could I do that. I almost couldn't do it to go to the door of my bedroom.

Very slowly, I reached the bathroom, sat there for a while and thought how I ended there, I didn't remember the walk to there, even I knew I did it. I was feeling very, very intoxicated and the feelings about I would pass away were very real. I don't mean death, I mean unconscious. Considered asking for help but I thought that was kind of a challenge to me, I had to do it. I put all my effort in try to wake up from the toilet carefully to not wake up anyone and went to drink water, again, very slowly and walking really weird, probably that was the "robowalk", but I couldn't tell. I returned to my bedroom and with my last forces made sure again everything was at its place and later up in my bed, I couldn't believe I made it. Such an adventure. Spent some time thinking to have some benzos to sleep. But the idea of getting up to do another drug wasn't so appealing so I putted myself to sleep. Spent a little more than usual but I did it.

Today, the day after I woke up feeling horrible, I was still feeling how everything, that nausea still there. Not a nausea as it's usually known, something weirder. My vision was really shot. You know those videos of people walking with cameras or go-pros where you see the movement of the camera when they walk going up and down, or rotate that makes kinda uncomfortable? My vision was that and my headspace horrible. This didn't wear off. At 14:00 when I ate I realized I was better but still definitely not good. Such a long after effects (or maybe I was still high?). At 15:00 I had to drive for a while. I could do it well but had to put more attention in everything, as I am not 100% okay, please know driving on drugs, even on the offset or hangover is dangerous for you and for everyone else. The rest of the day I have been feeling exhausted and with a very very little nausea.

In conclusion, this drug led me to the compulsive redosing as I wasn't feeling high, although I was but not realized because I was watching a series. When I thought I take too much and went from a good trip to a "need to run away" went in less than a minute and changed the direction of the trip. I was really thinking I could pass away at any moment and had to do effort to attach myself to this world for a little more.

Here I tell you in my experience, compulsive redosing, very analytical mind, almost maniac.

Probably I could have controlled myself in an ambience with more light and no screens.

Exp Year: 2021	ExpID: 115256
Gender: Male
Age at time of experience: 20
Published: Mar 11, 2021	Views: 1,640
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