DOSE: T+ 0:00	1.8 g	oral	Smarts - Phenibut
T+ 2:00	1.8 g	oral	Smarts - Phenibut
T+ 8:40	120 mg	oral	Pharms - Propranolol

BODY WEIGHT:

200 lb

Propylhexedrine 250mg and phenibut 3.6g consumed orally; cognitive bliss followed by swift retribution
Age:27
Sex: M
Height: 5'9"
Weight: 200lb/90kg
Date: 04/2021
Location: USA Midwest

Background
Very experienced with both drugs. Moderate tolerance to the phenibut as I use it regularly for its anxiolytic properties in place of a benzodiazepine habit from my teens. No current tolerance to the propylhexedrine. Feeling rather shitty today and deciding to embark on a euphoric journey to reset my mentality using the legal highs available to me.

T+ 0:00 - Ingested 1.8g phenibut, my usual dose to start my day off.

T+ 2:00 - Feeling rather awful and having urges to self harm for the first time in a long time. Decide to ingest 1.8g more phenibut in order to combat these feelings.

T+ 2:30 - Feeling mild relief as my first dose of phenibut is starting to kick in. I won't probably be taking a dose this high of phenibut again, so decide to do a little experiment to make the most of it. I go to my local drugstore and pick up a benzedrex inhaler and consume the cotton in the parking lot and promptly walk home.

T+ 3:00 - Fully feeling the first dose of my phenibut and no longer wanting to self harm, boy isn't that a relief. Not much of a high though due to my tolerance.

T+ 3:50 - First effects from the propylhexedrine kicking in. Very high levels of euphoria and extreme increase in libido. Send dirty texts to my wife who is at work, she approves! She lets me know she will be consuming 70mg of dextroamphetamine an hour before work ends to prepare. Sounds like I will have some fun tonight :)

T+ 4:30 - Second dose of phenibut is starting to hit. Having paradoxical feelings of heavy stimulation and heavy drowsiness, very strange feeling but its resulting in a type of mental fuzziness that I very much enjoy. Extremely heavy body load, I would definitely not recommend this combination for people who are sensitive to intense feelings. That being said, its a very pleasant body load akin to heavy dose of dextroamphetamine combined with heavy dose of alcohol. The libido increase is actually insane, I can't stop imagining doing extremely kinky things to my wife and imagining doing both FFM and MMF threesomes which is highly unusual for me. I could see this combination leading to unplanned sex very easily so careful who you do it around.

T+ 5:00 - I believe I am peaking with the propylhexedrine and first dose of phenibut but not the second dose of phenibut. Have been masturbating for the last 30 minutes but unable to keep an erection, this is problematic given my plans for tonight, though I have 7-8 hours before wife will be home, so I decide not to worry about it for now. Extremely enhanced tactile sensations, despite the inability to maintain erection this is some of the most intense sexual pleasure I've had. Pornography is greatly enhanced too, and I'm watching kinkier shit than usual and loving it, possibly discovered some new fetishes to try later depending on the wife's opinion. Extreme sociability enhancement, texting all friends and family and they notice something's up. Mom accuses me of abusing my wife's dextroamphetamine, oops! Decide to put the phone away and resort to online gaming instead. Extremely fun! Having the most fun I've ever had online gaming. Decide to play games with a childhood friend I haven't spoken to in some time, reminiscing about the good old days and its very nostalgic. Honestly I'm having a blast and don't want this feeling to ever end.

T+ 7:00 - Feelings of depression and self harm feel like a lifetime ago, I couldn't possibly think of harming a fly right now. Feeling empathy enhancement similar to low dose MDMA and decide to send my wife a very long text detailing my appreciation and love for her. She is taken aback and said it brought tears to her eyes and she had to retreat to the restroom for a minute so I believe it was successful. Completely unable to sit still and having mild twitching of limbs and mouth and have decided to go for a walk.

T+ 8:10 - Walk was amazing but drew some weird looks from passerbys, I suppose I must look high as a kite. Decide I will not leave my house for the remainder of the experience. Libido increase is getting stronger, basically unable to stop thinking about sex and kinks, to the point of forced obsession.

T+ 8:40 - Still unable to maintain an erection, starting to get worried about it at this point. Check my blood pressure and its 180/122, yikes!! I take 120mg of propanolol (beta blocker) to counteract this. Definitely do not do this if your blood pressure normally runs high. Luckily the phenibut is preventing me from feeling anxiety about this, or I probably would go to the hospital.

T+ 9:00 - Cognitive euphoria has gotten so intense that I cry in happiness uncontrollably. Neighbors heard and knock to check on me. I tell them I am just really high and we laugh about it and they leave.

T+ 9:15 - Check my blood pressure again, 144/96. Much better!

T+ 10:00 - Finally able to maintain erection, blood pressure is 136/92 so I will stop checking it now. Have one of the most powerful orgasms of my life just masturbating.

T+ 15:00 - Wife came home and we had a great time. Won't give specific details but I'm sure you can imagine.

T+ 16:00 - Oh my god I feel like I'm dying. So much anxiety, depression, and an absolutely mind blowing headache. Check blood pressure again its 210/100. I feel dizzy and extremely out of it. I guess this might be the end, I refuse to go to the hospital because they will order me to the mental hospital with an average stay of 2 weeks with staff that know and hate me. I sincerely hope I don't die from this, I'm sorry god that I have strayed so far from the path but please don't claim my soul now.

T+ 18:00 - I have somehow managed to stay strong through this and avoided going to the hospital or compulsively redosing (though I had very strong urges to). My blood pressure has lowered to 160/90, not great but not dangerous. I reflect on my experience and decide I will never do this again. It was an amazing high, but I very well could have died from it and there is no high that is worth death. Still feeling the effects of both phenibut rebound and stimulant comedown, wishing it would all just be over now so I can get some much needed sleep.

T+ 2d - Experiencing very harsh drawbacks from this experiment. Extremely painful mouth sores popped up yesterday and aren't healing very quickly. Having chest pains that are mildly concerning when taking deep breaths. Comedown was incredibly intense and filled with terrible anxiety and depression, though no self-harming thoughts thankfully. Have not been able to sleep since the night before I did this and feel incredibly tired but just can't actually fall asleep. Wife wants me to go to the doctor and tell them what I did, but I fear being sent back to the mental hospital so I will refrain. This combination appears much more dangerous than I anticipated.

Exp Year: 2021	ExpID: 115386
Gender: Male
Age at time of experience: 27
Published: Apr 29, 2021	Views: 3,462
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