DOSE:

8 seeds

oral

H.B. Woodrose

BODY WEIGHT:

68 kg

HWBR Trip Report - 8 Seeds and No Marijuana

Background

Have tried LSD, Mescaline, DOB, and DXM. Plenty of psychedelic experiences under my belt, however, it has been 3 years since I tripped. I remember one particular Acid trip that I had embarked on that left me incredibly scarred and traumatized, So I decided to take a long break to internalize the insights gained from that experience. Looked up John C. Lilly's "Programming and Metaprogramming in the Human Biocomputer" and found it insightful. My Ego can be a bitch sometimes!

Set and Setting

My brother agreed to be my trip sitter, we were both quarantined at home. Was in my room and I had access to everything I needed, eg. drinking water, toilet, bed, trippy neon lights. I'm not a regular stoner, so I had no access to weed, and looking back at my experience, it was better without it. As I believe that weed might potentiate my experience and catapult me into a deeper level of madness.

Trip Report

12am - ingested 8 seeds, chewed for 20 mins. The taste of the seeds was actually unbearably pungent, but ingesting some lozenges actually helped me ease into it

12.30am - extreme nausea, felt the urge to vomit everything out. Incredible body load and excruciating

12.45am - after vomiting I felt an overwhelming sense of calm, love, and familiarity. It's like I've been here before. The colors were getting majestically bright and fractal patterns were emerging in the most splendid and wonderful ways.

1.00am - full-blown trip, starting to smell and taste colors, vasoconstriction felt like overwhelming nausea.

2.00am - amazing tactile sensations and geometric patterns. Started thinking about graphs and geometry. Also had a great appreciation of math and nature

3.00am - accessed memories of my early childhood, particularly the more innocent and simpler times, feelings of awe, wonder and curiosity illuminate my vision and mind, started experiencing friendly entities. They looked funny and might I even say primitive and cell-like? haha?

4.00am - starting getting vivid biblical imagery eg, the tale of the burning bush, pillars of cloud and fire, Santorini etc. Felt overwhelmed in the best possible way descended into a perfect bliss.

5.00am - Felt safe and protected by these entities, It didn't feel like I was enlightened but I felt comfortable in my own skin and felt like everything was meant to be, fractal patterns were getting incredibly detailed and intricate.

6.00am - fear of death was instantly eliminated, started interacting with the friendly entities. Understood that my brain was a biocomputer, and that the programs used to run my consciousness can be overwritten. understood the importance of learning and growth

7.00am - passed out from exhaustion and bliss.

8.00am - woke up still mildly tripping, went get breakfast, appreciated food. I understood that it was the calm after a huge chaotic storm. Was grateful for my life and was glad that I was mentally strong enough to survive!

Overall, it was a wonderful trip. It's something I can't describe with words but feel deeply. I felt grateful for my family, profession, knowledge, and skills. the covid quarantine has led me into a path of deep introspection, and I'm compelled to make the most out of it!

Exp Year: 2021	ExpID: 115614
Gender: Male
Age at time of experience: 24
Published: Aug 11, 2021	Views: 543
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