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I Feel Accomplished for Once in a Long Time
Lisdexamfetamine & Venlafaxine
Citation:   MaximilianClassRobot. "I Feel Accomplished for Once in a Long Time: An Experience with Lisdexamfetamine & Venlafaxine (exp116173)". Erowid.org. Jun 16, 2022. erowid.org/exp/116173

 
DOSE:
112.5 mg oral Pharms - Venlafaxine
  60 mg oral Lisdexamfetamine
BODY WEIGHT: 165 lb
Lisdexamfetamine, a Lovely Little Prodrug

Background and info:
- 24yo/Male, 5'8, 160lbs
- Diagnoses: BPD (Borderline), MDD, ADHD, suicidal ideation (with two attempts), drug abuse (benzos/opiate pills were my itch)
- Quit alcohol (over 130 days sober however, I was a heavy drinker for three years), moderate recreational cannabis consumption.
- Prescribed Lisdexafetamine (Vyvanse XR) for ADHD.
- Additionally, I'm prescribed: Suboxone, Depakote, Seroquel, Effexor, and Guanfacine.

T+0:00
It's 5:30am, I've taken both my morning 112.5mg of Venlafaxine (my prescribed SNRI) and my Vyvanse (60mg). Haven't taken these together, this will be exciting since Venlafaxine itself gives me a small energy boost. I want to make coffee but I don't want the extra "jitteriness" thus I'll go without.

T+1:00
I feel now as though I'm lightweight, I feel a slight race in my heart, a tiny tingle in my brain, the Vyvanse is beginning to take effect. I feel a steady pulsation of energy through my fingertips, as though I have little shocks going over them; I feel moderately euphoric, a small "giggly" feeling washes over me as I sit and type at my laptop. My vision has now faintly changed, lights and colors are brighter and more punchy and I'm focusing on small things near me.

T+2:30
It's now 7:30am and I don't feel hungry yet, I know I should eat however but I don't feel the need to yet, must be the hunger suppression part of this drug... I feel active, lively, I have an urge to do things, anything. I feel talkative and cheery however, somewhat on edge but it's not overpowering or worrying me.

T+5:10
I've now leveled out on my peak, I'm writing, playing with the dog and finally had a breakfast snack. Music is beaming and colors continue to be vivid and 'pop' more, and my mind has everything in order. I feel less 'twitchy' much more concentrated now that I'm over the come-up. This drug is undoubtedly one of my favorites now, Adderall is too "jerky" in my opinion whilst this is a smoother experience. I feel like I want to dance, like I want to workout; I feel SO alive right now.

T+6:30
I've cleaned the entire upstairs of the house now, I needed to DO something; did all the dishes, vacuumed, wiped the dining table down, I feel motivated to accomplish things. Starting to feel hungry however, going to need something to eat soon. I continue to feel faintly euphoric, however it's more a feeling of enlightened wellbeing rather than like MDMA's intense euphoria. Time to go back to writing while I'm in the zone!

T+8:30
Time for a lunch break! Took the dog out to play and wholly enjoyed the snow falling outside. It was nice standing out there, enjoying the quietness; I loved listening to the sound of the snow falling, the gentle breeze rushing through the trees and brushing over my face.

T+12:00
I'm on the comedown now, the buzzing in the back of my head has calmed down and I feel less "on top" however I continue to be able to focus on one task at a time. The day has been productive and I feel accomplished for once in a long time, I took care of all my needed tasks and more. I'm positive, happy with myself, and happy with my home.

T+15:00
I now feel somewhat drowsy, don't feel irritable or moody which is good; I've accomplished way more than I had hoped today which is fantastic. I can't wait for tomorrow, I feel as though it's going to super nice again as it was today. All in all, I'm impressed with Vyvanse, it's a great medication if used appropriately; in my opinion this is better than Adderall, it is much more paced and its XR action helps the "amphetamine crash" from being vicious.

Exp Year: 2022ExpID: 116173
Gender: Male 
Age at time of experience: 24
Published: Jun 16, 2022Views: 1,323
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