DOSE:	120 mg	IM	Ketamine
	80 mg	IM	4-Methylmethcathinone
	70 mg	IM	Ketamine
	80 mg	IM	4-Methylmethcathinone

BODY WEIGHT:

65 kg

Ketamine & Mephedrone: Just Full Blown Mania!

I decided to do intramuscular shoots of ketamine and mephedrone and I must say that they are supernatural. I HAVE NEVER TRIED ANYTHING LIKE IT. I felt like a real God. Normally people say they feel like God when they try stimulants on their own, but I assure you it is no such thing. Trying all this I noticed that when I am under stimulants I actually feel powerful etc... But I keep thinking about human problems: I am not God. A lion still scares me but I can overcome fear with stimulants. If I try to mix ketamine and mephedrone, I go completely CRAZY. I think completely different thoughts from what I could humanly do, I do things without even realizing it, I feel truly ABOVE. I am not the most powerful ant of all, I am the human being who controls the anthill!

I believe this is the closest experience to mania. One under mephedrone is just a fag, stimulants make me fixate on things and, in my case at least, they reduce my creative thinking, I always think and do the same fag bullshit. I always think about fucking, fooling around, working or studying etc... Dissociatives, on the other hand, make me feel free from any human need or fear and therefore I can come up with what my "soul" really wants (I am an atheist, but it is to make myself understood); when I was doing 3-MeO-PCP I came up with absurd things and if for example I wanted to compose a song, I could think of many melodies, all extremely beautiful; my head was full of thoughts and ideas. Combining ketamine and mephedrone is something final, it's really hard to explain what it's like. With 3-MeO-PCP it turned out that I was too anesthetized and lazy to do anything. On the other hand, by combining the two, everything is possible! Become like Rick Sanchez lol. It was like psychosis but without paranoia. There is absolutely no anxiety of stimulants. I am IN CONTROL OF EVERYTHING EVERYWHERE WHATEVER IF IT IS TRUE OR NOT LOL.

I think it is like PCP, but more complete because of the perfect stimulation and euphoria mephedrone gives.

As for the after-effects I did a couple of shoots this morning and now (evening) I'm happy and energetic, writing this; except for a slight headache (blood pressure reached 165/105, perhaps because of this).

Exp Year: 2022	ExpID: 116348
Gender: Male
Age at time of experience: 17
Published: May 17, 2022	Views: 739
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