DOSE:

Amphetamines

(daily)

BODY WEIGHT:

115 lb

As I entered the drug scene, about one year ago. I formed a nasty habit, with the wonderful drug Amphetamine (Adderall). Because of my decisions, relationships with ones that meant most to me started to fade. As my high went away, I encountered severe depression/and suicidal tendencies.

The high of this Stimulant, made life itself pure heaven with no emotions that give me negative feelings. Tingles up and down my body, as with increase of sensitivity, things I'm not usually sensitive to. Anyone that I talked to, I enjoyed to talk to, I felt up to date with the world, and possible ahead, and feelings of being smarter then anyone, including feelings of extreme power/creativeness/intelligence. It raised my grades tremendously.

This habit, and the addiction, led me to robbing pills from the women of my dream's house, from her little brother that needs them. This made more stress on both of us, and my addiction, I gradually went to using, Opiates, Coke, Marijuana, Alcohol, this was my life for the past 3 years, I'm happy to say im struggling and doing the best I can, with my lover helping me everyday and being there for me, and doing everything in her best interest to make me happy.

Once I expierenced the high, I debated which road to take -the drug-, or -sober life, love, food, family, friends, everything-

Exp Year: 2001	ExpID: 15241
Gender: Male
Age at time of experience: Not Given
Published: Dec 21, 2004	Views: 4,946
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