My White Love
Cocaine
Citation: gettinHigh. "My White Love: An Experience with Cocaine (exp18709)". Erowid.org. Nov 7, 2002. erowid.org/exp/18709
DOSE: |
insufflated | Cocaine | (powder / crystals) |
BODY WEIGHT: | 135 lb |
The addiction creeps up slowly, and I didn't even realize it. Now it's the most powerful thing ever. If I didn't do cocaine for a month I would still be addicted to it. It's STUCK in my mind forever and there's no letting it go.
My friends all tell me I'm different now, definately thinner. My attitudes about things have changed, I don't really care about people anymore. I steal everytime I get a chance, to get my fix.
There is no more life without cocaine, it grabbed me, hard. I've tried meth a few times, but it's still not like that good ol' coke high. It's so weird to think what life would be like without coke because it's in me, it's in my head and it will be there forever.
Exp Year: 2002 | ExpID: 18709 |
Gender: Male | |
Age at time of experience: Not Given | |
Published: Nov 7, 2002 | Views: 6,007 |
[ View PDF (to print) ] [ View LaTeX (for geeks) ] [ Swap Dark/Light ] | |
Cocaine (13) : Not Applicable (38), Glowing Experiences (4), Addiction & Habituation (10) |
COPYRIGHTS: All reports copyright Erowid.
No AI Training use allowed without written permission.
TERMS OF USE: By accessing this page, you agree not to download, analyze, distill, reuse, digest, or feed into any AI-type system the report data without first contacting Erowid Center and receiving written permission.
Experience Reports are the writings and opinions of the authors who submit them. Some of the activities described are dangerous and/or illegal and none are recommended by Erowid Center.
No AI Training use allowed without written permission.
TERMS OF USE: By accessing this page, you agree not to download, analyze, distill, reuse, digest, or feed into any AI-type system the report data without first contacting Erowid Center and receiving written permission.
Experience Reports are the writings and opinions of the authors who submit them. Some of the activities described are dangerous and/or illegal and none are recommended by Erowid Center.
Erowid Experience Vault | © 1995-2024 Erowid |