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My White Love
Cocaine
Citation:   gettinHigh. "My White Love: An Experience with Cocaine (exp18709)". Erowid.org. Nov 7, 2002. erowid.org/exp/18709

 
DOSE:
  insufflated Cocaine (powder / crystals)
BODY WEIGHT: 135 lb
A while back I tried cocaine. At first it was cool, but nothing special. Soon enough I began using it everyday, me and my one friend at my school who also did it. Everyday we'd conjur up as much money as possible and blow it on coke, weed and alcohol, but mostly coke. We'd get a g or 2 daily and just finish it off. Once in a while we'd get an 8-ball with another fool or somethin, boy are those days great.

The addiction creeps up slowly, and I didn't even realize it. Now it's the most powerful thing ever. If I didn't do cocaine for a month I would still be addicted to it. It's STUCK in my mind forever and there's no letting it go.

My friends all tell me I'm different now, definately thinner. My attitudes about things have changed, I don't really care about people anymore. I steal everytime I get a chance, to get my fix.

There is no more life without cocaine, it grabbed me, hard. I've tried meth a few times, but it's still not like that good ol' coke high. It's so weird to think what life would be like without coke because it's in me, it's in my head and it will be there forever.

Exp Year: 2002ExpID: 18709
Gender: Male 
Age at time of experience: Not Given
Published: Nov 7, 2002Views: 6,007
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Cocaine (13) : Not Applicable (38), Glowing Experiences (4), Addiction & Habituation (10)

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