Beautiful Pain
Tobacco
Citation: Unholy Child. "Beautiful Pain: An Experience with Tobacco (exp20046)". Erowid.org. Mar 9, 2003. erowid.org/exp/20046
DOSE: |
smoked | Tobacco - Cigarettes |
BODY WEIGHT: | 100 lb |
I've always been pretty good about addiction, keeping off a drug when I know I've been using it to much. I've done my share of pot, pcp, dex, but I've never been so drawn into a drug, especially when the effects of it are so minimal.
Tobacco is my enemy and friend. I don't want to quit, but I don't want to die. When I find myself thinking about it, it's normally when I'm smoking. My life is a paradox. But that's tobacco, I don't really want it, it wants me. I'm not saying not to try smoking, I'm just saying know what your getting into.
Exp Year: 2002 | ExpID: 20046 |
Gender: Male | |
Age at time of experience: Not Given | |
Published: Mar 9, 2003 | Views: 13,001 |
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Tobacco - Cigarettes (266) : Not Applicable (38), Addiction & Habituation (10) |
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