Really Far Out
Procyclidine
Citation: Cheryl. "Really Far Out: An Experience with Procyclidine (exp20305)". Erowid.org. Apr 16, 2018. erowid.org/exp/20305
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oral | Pharms - Procyclidine | (pill / tablet) |
BODY WEIGHT: | 125 lb |
I was going to send in a report re- when I used to take mushrooms many years ago but after reading expirences with them I can't say my own results were much different. Except for maybe one added note that (besides the trip, which I always enjoyed without any after problems), I found that mushrooms were fantastic as a natural laxative and always wondered why drug companies didn't take advantage of that marketable relief, so to speak.
What I am going to tell you about in this report is my detailed expirence with a prescription drug called ' Kemedrine' , not sure of the spelling or if this is even the trade name because drug names differ in this country to that of the US. Anyway, during my teens I experimented with various drugs. I pretty well did it all except for heroin. I went on many L.S.D. , Mesculine, Speed, MDA, and Magic Mushroom Trips. I once took 12 tabs of acid one evening and went to watch the movie The Godfather. That same evening I had to babysit my friend that had only taken one tab and was a mess.
Though I often took way more than was needed to get super high I always seemed to be able to deal with any scarey halucinations or uncomfortable trips. When I was tripping I could still seperate the world I was expirencing from the real world and therefore benefited from the trip much more. That is until the time I took my friends mother's prescription pills.
I was staying with my girfriend having ran away from home and we were partying in the basement. I has gotten drunk and I guess I was looking for something to get higher on so I went into my friends mother's room and looked in her dresser drawer. There I found a bottle of pills named ' Kemedrine.' The label read ' Take one pill before going to bed, may cause halucinations'. Well , that's all I needed to read so I took the bottle of pills. I then proceeded to take close to half the bottle. What happened to me after that and for the next three weeks was unbelievable!
I began a journey that no drug before or after has ever had the same effect or even close to it. I beleive I am only back by slight chance of escaping that world which took me in every way to the land of which fairy tales are written.
Not long after having taken the pills I began to act quite strange. My friends having fear I overdosed phoned an ambulance to take me to the hospital. I remember someone saying, ' You took too many of those pills and you might die'. Die? I thought, gee what do they know. I have to get out of this place. At that point I escaped out the window to begin my lost journey.
I was gone away from my friends house and no one saw me for 4 whole days. When I did come back it still took me 2 more weeks to come down from the trip. I was stoned all that time. Of the 4 days I only remember about 2 hours. To this day I have no idea where I really was because most of what I remember was really bizzare.
At first after I ran from the window, I remember walking aimlessly down the street when I came accross my girlfriend sitting on a large leaf of the tree. All of a sudden she got down from the leaf and pulled her pants down to pee. A person came down the walk and I chastized him for looking at me. He walked away giving me the ' you'r nuts' look, so I belive he was real. Then as I turned back to the tree I saw 2 cops sitting on a leaf smoking a joint. 'Well, what nerve' I thought, busting us kids and doing this themselves! I told this to another passerby that also gave me that look.
The next thing I remember I saw 'The Jolly Green Giant himself', sitting on top of a school wire fence. I headed over to talk to him. My next memory was being in a house. There was a man there and I think he was real. I told him about 2 of my friends sitting on the coffee table from my home town. He seemed unaffected by my visions. Next I remember being in the washroom. As I sat on the seat, heads would keep popping out of the walls laughing at me. This made me angry that these heads were watching me in there.
I think some time later I found myself upstairs and had the urge to escape the house so I jumped from the 2nd. Floor window. I remember trying to find my way back to my friends house...walking the streets ...looking for something familiar. The problem I was having was that for some reason I could not 'READ'! I looked at the street signs but they might as well have been written in Chinese. I was very upset...I knew I could read, but yet when I looked at the signs the letters meant nothing. I was beginning to feel very lost.
I knew I could read, but yet when I looked at the signs the letters meant nothing. I was beginning to feel very lost.
I think I roamed the streets for days. I don't remember sleeping. I may have, but I don't remember very much. Finally after 4 days I showed up back at my girlfriends house. I seemed ok here and there but would always lapse back into that other world for most of the day and night for the next 2 weeks. I remember being across the street with my girlfriend in the kitchen as we visited another friend. This is their memory to give you a different perspective on my trip. They said I went into the bedroom and was talking to someone as I often did that was not there. Then it got quiet so they checked on me since they had to keep close watch on me since I came back . They saw me whispering to stuffed animals in a box. I would take a stuffed animal out of the box ...tap its bum, and whisper ' Ok , you can go now, you are free'. I did this for quite some time. Then I came running out into the kitchen saying with excitement. ' Look at the little boy dancing'!
Days came and went with my strange experiences. I could not tell my world from the real world and if someone told me that (whomever I may be talking to at the time), was not in fact there, I would get quite upset. Also that person I was talking to would poof disappear which I would blame the person telling me, that they had scared them away. What is amazing is that I could ...FEEL...TOUCH...SMELL..SEE... That which was not there. If all your senses tell you something is real, it's very hard to doubt yourself when others say it's not. I mean I could actually drink a glass of juice that I never had and taste it ...also swallow it and feel refreshed.
Most of the time the experiences were not too bad but then about 2 or 3 days after getting back, I lay in bed unable to sleep, next to my girlfriend. As I gazed at a poster of some rock star it came to life and began to talk to me. I was very happy that this super star was speaking to me. The all of a sudden his fair turned hairy and his eyes went red and long fangs came out of his mouth! He became a werewolf. Then so did my girlfriend. I ran from the room with the realization that all in the world were werewolves. Then after that I began to get shocks from things. Many objects had a red electrical aura round them and if I touched then I got a small jolt!
I dont remember eating but I suppose I must have ate some. After 2 weeks when I thought I was ok I went to get a job at a candy factory. I was hired and began packing candies. The second day I was at work I was in an assembly line standing packing candies when all of a sudden a little man ( looked like a garden dwarf) about the size of my thumb, popped out of the candies and began giggling. I told him to go away before I got in trouble. Then the phone rang and I talked on a phone holding it to my shoulder with my chin. There really was no phone nor little man and the women working next to me gave me some very odd looks. Soon my boss appeared and told me to go home.
I left and it actually took some time after that to finally get straight. I was in that world for 3 weeks in total.
I was in that world for 3 weeks in total.
As I said in the beginning I did lots of other drugs many years ago but never ever did I have a trip like that again. Nothing even close. It was not something I would recommend to anyone. I think I was just lucky to make it back.
No drugs or alcohol now for over 20 years but I felt I had to share this with someone who might appreciate it. I have seldom told anyone of this experience since it is so hard to explain.
Thank you for reading this,
Cheryl
Exp Year: 1969 | ExpID: 20305 |
Gender: Female | |
Age at time of experience: Not Given | |
Published: Apr 16, 2018 | Views: 3,550 |
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