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Voluntary MDA experience
MDA
by Seto
Citation:   Seto. "Voluntary MDA experience: An Experience with MDA (exp2821)". Erowid.org. Sep 11, 2000. erowid.org/exp/2821

 
DOSE:
0.5 tablets oral MDA (pill / tablet)
BODY WEIGHT: 150 lb
My friend absolutely love taking 'Pure Loves' which is 100% MDA. He describes them as a really intense trip. It doesn't hold the lovey-dovey feelings of MDMA, but you still feel really good.

I am always willing to try anything (as long as it doesn't kill me the first time), so i agreed to taking a pill. He warned how strong they were, so i heeded and only took a half. I must confess i had a slight hint of sadness at the party, but from past experiences with pill popping, i usually forget about the problem once i'm x'ing.

The first hour, i was feeling anxious. I felt i was wavering between the edges of euphoria and a nervous breakdown. With the added pressure of thinking Happy Thoughts.

Come the second hour into it, i was emotionally dark & drained. i was spiralling into a realm of depression. There were no florid reactions. i still felt like i had control over my body, but i was psychologically screwed.

I sat and sobbed. Then along comes a fellow who's been there and was willing to help me out. We talked and his insight & advice brought me out of the emotional pit.

In short, MDA is pretty hardcore. Only if you're emotionally stable at the moment would i recommend trying it. Even then, i recommend taking only a half. Had i taken the whole pill, i would probably be viciously hallucinating.. i can only imagine how intensely out of control i would've been.

Exp Year: 2000ExpID: 2821
Gender: Female 
Age at time of experience: Not Given
Published: Sep 11, 2000Views: 21,884
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