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What a Rush
MDMA
Citation:   Mrs. Bojangles. "What a Rush: An Experience with MDMA (exp32513)". Erowid.org. Jul 10, 2021. erowid.org/exp/32513

 
DOSE:
1 lb oral MDMA (pill / tablet)
BODY WEIGHT: 190 lb
[Erowid Note: A substance(s) in this report might be identified incorrectly. Erowid reviewers question the author's identification of the drug described. Although the report is included in the collection, the substance might be something other than the author believed it to be.]
I have a friend who went to England for spring break, and when he came back, he brought about 10 pills of supposed MDMA. They were called Heinekens, which I had never heard of at the time. Well, he gave me 2, one for me and one for my boyfriend. We decided to take them that night, hoping it was going to be good. We ate right before, then we took them and waited. About 30 minutes to an hour later, I started to feel very strange. One second I was absolutely sober, and then it hit me like a bus. I felt a little something, and then about 2 minutes or less later, I was so screwed up, I felt like I was overly intoxicated. I had done MDMA before, and this was way more insane than other rolls. It hit me so hard, I was scared that it would never stop, but at the same time, excited and euphoric as hell. I was completely aware of everything going on around me, I could talk to people and handle myself. But I was so suprised by the rate at which it hit me, that I became incredibly confused.
As the peak started about 30 minutes after eating it, I immediately became nauseous and started puking over the balcony over and over again. In vomiting, I noticed that it wasn't that bad or uncomfortable, it actually made me feel better and calmer. I started hallucinating almost immeditely after the first wave of nausea. I kept seeing dead people crawling all over each other instead of the pansies that were really there. I went inside to the bathroom and continued to vomit uncontrollably. The vomiting only lasted for about 5 or 10 minutes. I looked at the bathroom mat and said to my boyfriend that there were maggots crawling and that the tiles were going crazy. The peak was very short (20-30 minutes) and the coming down was short as well. But the peak was so severe, I thought that I had completely fucked myself, but not in a bad way. I liked the rush I got and was completely oblivious to what was happening, but at the same time I was completely coherent. The people who were with us were totally unaware that we were even screwed up. We told them what we had done, and they admitted to not noticing anything different. I had no idea of how they didn't suspect anything when I felt so screwed up.
When it ended, about an hour and a half after I consumed the pill, I became very confused as to why it had lasted for such a short time and why it was so different then my previous experiences. I had suspected that it may have not been real after looking back on prior rolls. It was way more hallucinogenic and harder hitting than other rolls. I looked online and read some other reports and saw nothing like what I had experienced. It was then that I came across MDE, and figured out that what I had probably eaten.
I don't know if I preferred it over the MDMA, but it was definitely worth it. I did it again about a week later, and it didn't hit me for about 1.5 hours, after my boyfriend had already come down. It is very short, but at the same time, absolutely insane. It was fun, but also way way more fucked up than I had ever been on MDMA. Hopefully I will come across it again, but this time, know what I am taking.

Exp Year: 2004ExpID: 32513
Gender: Female 
Age at time of experience: Not Given
Published: Jul 10, 2021Views: 747
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