Insanity
Ecstasy
Citation: Brabe. "Insanity: An Experience with Ecstasy (exp3538)". Erowid.org. Oct 30, 2000. erowid.org/exp/3538
DOSE: |
tablets | oral | MDMA | (pill / tablet) |
BODY WEIGHT: | 11 kg |
I started to fell like I was going insane, But I really mean totally insane. My friend was still arguing, god knows how. It came to the point where I went in sat in the bottom of my garden and started crying. I think bad experiences on ecstasy definitely aid the negative after effects. I considered myself pschologically addicted to xtc, but I have not taken ecstasy from that night onwards. I have had negative effects such as seeing black balls in the very corner of my eye fling at me, making me flinch, then embarrasing me when people look at me and say what the fuck is he doing. Also blackouts, sleeping disorders, paranoia, difference in the way I hear things, and visual differences. I also lost shit loads of weight. This all happened after taking a total of 120 pills in 6 months. I am 15. My first time I took seven. I have never felt the same or totally clear, fresh and normal since that day.
Exp Year: 2000 | ExpID: 3538 |
Gender: Male | |
Age at time of experience: Not Given | |
Published: Oct 30, 2000 | Views: 11,656 |
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