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All That Matters Is Non Existent
Salvia divinorum (20x extract)
by Jay
Citation:   Jay. "All That Matters Is Non Existent: An Experience with Salvia divinorum (20x extract) (exp36244)". Erowid.org. Feb 23, 2023. erowid.org/exp/36244

 
DOSE:
2 hits smoked Salvia divinorum (extract)
BODY WEIGHT: 160 lb
I've tried the dried salvia leaves with little or no effect. I took it upon myself to order some of the 20x. I was in my friend's apartment and loaded up his water bong. I took two hits held them both for like 30 seconds. On my second hit the high hit me fast. I felt this pressure cool sensation and I tried to put the bong on the table and I had dropped it on the floor. I closed my eyes trying to let the high take me away then something weird happened. I started to become part of everything. I opened my eyes staring at the faces in the room as they all came together and started swirling around. I tried touching myself to see if I still existed and I didn't. Everything that once was did not exist.

I couldn't recognize me as a human being. It was just my mind in darkness. I couldn't respond to anyone in the room cause they didn't exist. My friend held me down cause I was freaking out apparently and I thought I was going to stay this way forever. I thought I was dead. I didn't know that I had smoked salvia.
My friend held me down cause I was freaking out apparently and I thought I was going to stay this way forever. I thought I was dead. I didn't know that I had smoked salvia.
Also my friend's roommate almost kicked my ass cause I dropped the bong and he thought I was trying to be an asshole.

Still I had no clue that this was going on. My friend had his roommate take a hit to ensure him that what was happening to me was clearly the salvia. He took a hit and the same thing happened to him. After 15 mins passed I slowly came completely back to reality and remembered what had happened to me and how it came to be. I remembered that it was just a high that came and passed as all the others. For me it was a wake up call to not take this life for granted.

Exp Year: 2004ExpID: 36244
Gender: Male 
Age at time of experience: Not Given
Published: Feb 23, 2023Views: 250
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