You're Always Addicted Once You Start
Crack Cocaine
Citation: Shyne. "You're Always Addicted Once You Start: An Experience with Crack Cocaine (exp3818)". Erowid.org. Mar 4, 2001. erowid.org/exp/3818
I've not come all night before so I could sniff a 1/4 oz in a matter of hours, and then my nose looked like a bell pepper and I couldn't breathe or talk. The doctor cringed when he looked inside the next day. My brand new car is going to get repo'ed and all my phones and my pager and credit cards are going to be taken away because I spent all my money on it. I don't have any friends anymore, because they tell me they'll talk to me as soon as I've been sober for a month, but I can't even stay straight for more than a few weeks. I want to die, I want to OD, I want it all to end, because I know I'll never be able to stop this or shake the feeling, even with detox and rehab. I told my friends when they still spoke to me never to even try this shit. And I hope they don't. You shouldn't either.
Exp Year: 2000 | ExpID: 3818 |
Gender: Male | |
Age at time of experience: Not Given | |
Published: Mar 4, 2001 | Views: 21,898 |
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