DOSE:	100 mg	oral	Hydrocodone	(daily)
	30 mg	oral	Pharms - Diazepam	(daily)
	repeated	oral	Alcohol	(liquid)

BODY WEIGHT:

150 lb

Wow what a wonderful high I tell myself as I take my first 30 mg of hydrocodone in the A.M. It no longer sedates me but rather acts as speed without the side effects. Within two hours I am looking for the same euphoria again so I take two more 10 mg. hydrocodones but I can't seem to reach the same high. By evening my mood swings are so severe from the massive amounts of drugs that I go into a panic. I relieve the panic with high doses of valium and sometimes alcohol. Now I am so confused and scared I cry myself to sleep with more valium. I awake in the morning to start the whole pattern again. I get to enjoy about two hours out of the 24 hour day. I am an addict, I am dying. I know that getting and chasing that high is wonderful. I know that being young and experimenting is fun. I wish I had a second chance.

Exp Year: 2005	ExpID: 39475
Gender: Female
Age at time of experience: Not Given
Published: Jan 26, 2008	Views: 13,725
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Hydrocodone (111), Pharms - Diazepam (115) : Addiction & Habituation (10), Not Applicable (38)