Where Heaven Meets Hell on Earth
Cocaine
Citation: Omar. "Where Heaven Meets Hell on Earth: An Experience with Cocaine (exp42187)". Erowid.org. Nov 15, 2005. erowid.org/exp/42187
DOSE: |
repeated | insufflated | Cocaine | (powder / crystals) |
Tobacco - Cigarettes |
BODY WEIGHT: | 125 lb |
About 7 months later, the weekend before thanksgiving, I decided I wanted to do it again. My friend told me he wanted to try it, so i said 'let's do it this weekend.' We got a couple of grams and did them throughout the night at my house and at various parties. After this time for some reason, I needed it. I started getting a half gram every other day, trying to keep it under control. Occasionally on Fridays, I would get a gram and a half. The twenty's and fifty's that left my pocket seemed irrelevant as they did. I didn't care if I didn't have gas in my car, or if I had food, or if I had bills to pay. After a month or so of doing this, I quit for a month. I was just tired of being dependent on this, even though I had convinced myself that I wasn't. I would tell myself every time I went to get it that 'If I couldn't afford it, then I would just deal with it and go without.' Ironically, I ended up doing just the opposite after this month break from it. I ripped people off, stole, borrowed and lied about what it was for to people that didn't even know I had ever tried it, and were close friends. Right now, I do about a gram a day, and just finished my daily dose about twenty minutes ago.
Looking back, I know I never should have tried it, having such an addictive personality.
Exp Year: 2005 | ExpID: 42187 |
Gender: Male | |
Age at time of experience: Not Given | |
Published: Nov 15, 2005 | Views: 13,267 |
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