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Things Changed as Time Went On
Methamphetamine
Citation:   exuser4 sure. "Things Changed as Time Went On: An Experience with Methamphetamine (exp43558)". Erowid.org. May 10, 2018. erowid.org/exp/43558

 
DOSE:
  repeated   Methamphetamine
BODY WEIGHT: 270 lb
I'm a fairly intellegent person going to college while working full time, which is how I came to be a user. There wasnt enough time or energy to do both. I'm writing this to warn those whom are using or contemplating using about the side effects and physical manifistations (some call hallucinations) that I have witnessed in my own case.

The first side effects were the usual paranoia and sleeplessness that I used to experience when I used years ago. But things changed as time went on. It became more sexual and nothing else seemed important. Then I experience what I call sensing an evil presents accompanyed by shadows and things I could see flying around in my periferal vision. But the drug was more important than the fear that came with the manifistations. Time passing, the things flying came to land on me and sometimes would bite with a sharp pain, also land on things like my computer monitor which then would make a pop or cracking sound, especially when I tried to ignore their presents. One day while on the computer I felt my toes move on their own and then had the feeling of fingers slowly grasping my leg, looking down I could see my jeans moving and the impressions of fingers also. I was living a horror movie live by this time, and was experiencing things during the day time which only used to occur at nite.

The last straw was when a pimple that I had on my cheek close to my eye errupted with a bunch of worm-like protrusions after scratching the head off and putting on some hydrogen peroxide to disinfect the pimple. The more I tried to clean off and scratch the 'worms' off, the more and aggresive they returned after applying the hydrogen peroxide. I quit for a month and symptoms subsided. But I tried it again to my regret. After the first day of using the symptoms were worse than before where the worm-like manifistations were coming out of various parts of my skin, especially the legs arms fingers and face and ears. Although these things were as if they were alive, they were more electrically charged and activated. I know it sounds like the confessions of a mad man but these symptoms last after all the drug has left my system, e.g. 7-10 days.
Written in love to help others.

[Reported Dose: "1/4 oz per week"]

Exp Year: 2001-2005ExpID: 43558
Gender: Male 
Age at time of experience: Not Given
Published: May 10, 2018Views: 1,817
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