DOSE:

repeated

Oxycodone

(daily)

BODY WEIGHT:

150 lb

Where to begin with this paradox of a drug?

A few years ago, I had a bout with vicodin and percoset, but I got a girlfriend and quit everything. Walked away with no withdrawl mentally or physically, got away clean.

About 8 months ago, Oxy's started coming around (I mean, they were obviously there before, but I always assumed it was 'heroin' so I'd never go near them). One night I decided to buy a 40mg, and with a friends advice, I took the time release off and chewed it into as small pieces as I could. OHMYGOODNESS! I'd never felt like that before, it was like the rush of a handful of perks, yet with a far more enjoyable head and body high. Unreal.

I started out taking them here and there, maybe twice a month, then it became more, and more, and I finally started moving up to 80s. Then the shit hit the fan.

Some personal shit went down, I don't want to get into it here, but I was seriously fucked up in the head and extremely suicidal for a while, and I went on a binge.

I'm talking like 240mg a day average, for about a month. I exhausted all my money, was in debt hundreds, and was only more upset at myself for going that far off the deep end, but I've always had a problem with drugs when my life goes to shit. Weak coping skills.

So I decided to stop, and felt a little bit of a withdrawl. I was restless and irritable, but it wasn't like I've seen people go through. ***I'M FORCED TO ASSUME THIS IS RARE***

Long story short, I had a bout with it, and now I'm slowly kicking the habit more and more. Less mg and less frequent. It is just too damned good. My love is sheerly mental, with slight physical effects. But then again, with that kind of mg being intook, I'd have to assume some physical uncomfort.

It is TOO good.

Exp Year: 2005	ExpID: 46668
Gender: Male
Age at time of experience: Not Given
Published: Jan 29, 2020	Views: 963
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