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My Goodbye
Cocaine
by sara
Citation:   sara. "My Goodbye: An Experience with Cocaine (exp52434)". Erowid.org. May 8, 2018. erowid.org/exp/52434

 
DOSE:
    Cocaine
BODY WEIGHT: 130 lb
Dear Cocaine,You were my friend
the wounds u have created will never mend
I pushed family and others away
avoided events just to play
You seemed so promising and so truthful to me
but it was all an illusion that u ended up to be
I wasted so much time when I could have grown
instead my mind was like a stone
I still miss u and hold you dear
But now that I know u, I have too much fear
So cocaine, I have to say goodbye
all u were to me was a lie.

Exp Year: 2006ExpID: 52434
Gender: Female 
Age at time of experience: Not Given
Published: May 8, 2018Views: 1,576
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