China White Mercy
Fentanyl
Citation: China White Girl. "China White Mercy: An Experience with Fentanyl (exp54241)". Erowid.org. Jan 5, 2008. erowid.org/exp/54241
DOSE: |
repeated | transdermal | Pharms - Fentanyl |
BODY WEIGHT: | 99 lb |
After I felt I was well enough to try my first patch. It was heaven. Euphoria galore. Not the kind of feeling where my inhibitions are totally smashed, but there was a sense of well being.
Time went on, and I become sooo addicted. If I couldn't get into my Mom's safe to steal her patches (she had them locked up so I couldn't get my hands on them, but I found a way at some point to break into the safe). Desperate measures were taken, to the streets I went to find my next fix. Most of them time, I didn't have much luck. Not many people were (and still are) familiar with fentanyl.
As much as I loved the drug, it had to be kicked. I lost the trust of my family, you know, the people I have to live with everyday. And as much as I wanted to quit, it is HARD and the withdrawals are horrendous. My fever spiked, I'd vomit non-stop. It was so much like the flu but MUCH worse.
Exp Year: 2004-2006 | ExpID: 54241 |
Gender: Female | |
Age at time of experience: Not Given | |
Published: Jan 5, 2008 | Views: 24,842 |
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Pharms - Fentanyl (223) : Retrospective / Summary (11), Addiction & Habituation (10), Hangover / Days After (46), Not Applicable (38) |
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