Erowid Canvas Tote/Shopping Bag
This reusable "Ecobag" is made of 100% recycled mid-weight
(10 oz) cotton canvas, printed with the Erowid logo.
Donate now and receive yours!
Ego Shatters and I am the Earth
Salvia divinorum (5x Extract)
Citation:   Whentunder. "Ego Shatters and I am the Earth: An Experience with Salvia divinorum (5x Extract) (exp55071)". Erowid.org. Mar 4, 2009. erowid.org/exp/55071

 
DOSE:
1 hit smoked Salvia divinorum (extract - 5x)
BODY WEIGHT: 170 lb
this was my first experience with any psychedelic, although I have been reading about them for a couple of years. I was about to obtain my first mushrooms when a certain plant crossed my path. I was staying the week with my friends at their apartment in southern california and we had been smoking pot for a few days straight when one of their friends offered us a chance to try salvia. I jumped at the chance.

He filled the bowl of the bong about 3/4 of the way and instructed me to take it all in one hit and hold it until for at least 30 seconds. I did as I was told and felt nothing until the moment I exhaled. I was sitting in a cushoined bowl-shaped chair as I took the hit, I then melted through the back of the chair and my ego and senses were shattered. there were no visuals at this point, in fact I could see nothing. my senses were not reaching me whatsoever, I had completely left my body and could not remember ever having one.

I was existing as an entirely non-physical conciousness and this was too powerful for my mind to cope with. I became very afraid in a sort of detached way. I suddenly became aware of stars and churning balls of light floating amidst the empty vaccuum I was in. slowly I could feel myself being pulled downward by some force. I could then feel myself existing as the entire planet. I was aware of my entire 'body' (the earth) the way that we are aware of our bodies during waking life. I could sense everything on my surface and was aware of every action being performed all at once. once again my mind could not stand to process that kind of information, I became alarmed and still had no idea that I was a human that had consumed a drug.

Slowly my ego shrank again and I became the house that I was in. at this point I had been helped into the living room by someone. I was aware of my body being the house, and I could feel everyone in it walking on me. after this I saw myself sitting on the couch, but could not recognize the figure as myself. It appeared to be a giant stone building in an odd shape covered in tyedye (my shirt). eventually I went back into my body but still had one foot in the salvia world, so I was unable to speak to the people around me. once I fully realized what had been happening and where I was, I was overjoyed that I and everything else was once again existing. over the next half hour I slowly reintegrated into my body and tried to explain what had happened to me.

This was the most tremendous and transcendent thing that has ever happened to me, I still cannot fully remember or understand what happened so I hope to explore the salvia space more in the future to gain an understanding of the drug.

Exp Year: 2006ExpID: 55071
Gender: Male 
Age at time of experience: Not Given
Published: Mar 4, 2009Views: 4,270
[ View PDF (to print) ] [ View LaTeX (for geeks) ] [ Swap Dark/Light ]
Salvia divinorum (44) : General (1), First Times (2), Small Group (2-9) (17)

COPYRIGHTS: All reports copyright Erowid.
No AI Training use allowed without written permission.
TERMS OF USE: By accessing this page, you agree not to download, analyze, distill, reuse, digest, or feed into any AI-type system the report data without first contacting Erowid Center and receiving written permission.

Experience Reports are the writings and opinions of the authors who submit them. Some of the activities described are dangerous and/or illegal and none are recommended by Erowid Center.


Experience Vaults Index Full List of Substances Search Submit Report User Settings About Main Psychoactive Vaults