Something Becoming Conscious
Salvia divinorum (25X Extract)
Citation: smitty. "Something Becoming Conscious: An Experience with Salvia divinorum (25X Extract) (exp56964)". Erowid.org. Jan 14, 2018. erowid.org/exp/56964
DOSE: |
1 hit | smoked | Salvia divinorum | (extract) |
BODY WEIGHT: | 156 lb |
I felt this musical scene in my head. Kinda like a kids puppet show. When I say felt I mean I did not see or hear it, it was a feeling that I saw and felt mentally. I looked up and dandy and b weren't them... They were kinda like a foam object roughly cut into people. They told me I was too early. I was a part of something incredible and I was messing it up. I was like a robot that became conscious... I looked over and dandy said 'it's the something something something.' then as I looked over at b I was saying but, but, and he said 'no no no no it's the something something something' I was supposed to say something to make it end but I didn't want it to end I would end. This force started pushing on my back and I realized I was supposed to be steamrolled over but I just didn't want to end so I pushed back but then I got curious... I looked down to see what was there and there was a rainbow that was every color imaginable and round but it was flat at the same time. I grabbed it and told b this is it. This is all. Why is it it??? Why is it all??? At this point out of the corner of my eye I noticed something VERY familiar... It was a piece of the warehouse whos parking lot we were in. That's when I thought I really was part of that feeling. I started seeing things like the dash of his truck and then the door. I grabbed the handle and opened the door and realized I'm safe in here so why get out??? When I did get out like 2 or 3 minutes later I didn't feel like me and existence wasn't existence. I started thinking about my life and realized I became part of a dream I had about 3 or 4 months ago. In my dream I didn't get to see the end tho...
Exp Year: 2006 | ExpID: 56964 |
Gender: Male | |
Age at time of experience: Not Given | |
Published: Jan 14, 2018 | Views: 967 |
[ View PDF (to print) ] [ View LaTeX (for geeks) ] [ Swap Dark/Light ] | |
Salvia divinorum (44) : General (1), First Times (2), Small Group (2-9) (17) |
COPYRIGHTS: All reports copyright Erowid.
No AI Training use allowed without written permission.
TERMS OF USE: By accessing this page, you agree not to download, analyze, distill, reuse, digest, or feed into any AI-type system the report data without first contacting Erowid Center and receiving written permission.
Experience Reports are the writings and opinions of the authors who submit them. Some of the activities described are dangerous and/or illegal and none are recommended by Erowid Center.
No AI Training use allowed without written permission.
TERMS OF USE: By accessing this page, you agree not to download, analyze, distill, reuse, digest, or feed into any AI-type system the report data without first contacting Erowid Center and receiving written permission.
Experience Reports are the writings and opinions of the authors who submit them. Some of the activities described are dangerous and/or illegal and none are recommended by Erowid Center.
Erowid Experience Vault | © 1995-2024 Erowid |