DOSE:

10 mg

oral

Pharms - Zolpidem

(pill / tablet)

here goes nothing: two pills, (a m b 5) taken at 12:45AM

I begin with, talking to people on AIM, those that will stay up with me throughout my trip. I tell them I expect the effects to hit me around 12:55 because last time it only took somewhere around fifteen minutes. I should probably call someone during this, it's always fun to talk while on - drugs, of any sort.

I am waiting impatiently for this to kick in, I'm ready to 'trip' I need the escape, I need the release. I'll just continue talking to people to pass the time. I'm hoping to post this online but my last experience I didn't 'document' well enough for the vault on ambien, so I'm going to try my hardest to do this in the most understandable way. It's kind of hard for me to make sense already, it's 12:56AM.

The last time I did ambien I feel that it kicked in faster than this, but perhaps it's because I chewed the pill rather than just swallowing like I did on this occasion. I took two - rather than one. But my last dose was 7.5, I'm only 3 mg's stronger right now. I'm wondering if it will be noticeable.

I'm beginning to feel a slight difference, my eyes feel odd. As if I just got finished smoking a small bowl, nothing too intense. Though, there's never an instance where it's ' too intense ' on ambien.

More, now. I'm disoriented and I look to the clock and it's already 1:03 when last time I checked it was 12:57, I'm confusing myself. My friends are asking me how I feel, I'll explain it to them, and then paste it in here. It's odd how it went from ' I feel like I just smoked a small bowl ' to ' I feel like I just got done smoking 8 bowls, I'm bakeeed. '

My eyes, feel so weird.. that's the only way I can explain them to you, they're weird. It's as if, they're too big for the sockets and they're protruding outwards and open rather wide. I'm going to walk around for a while.

I looked into the mirror and my eyes are blood shot. I feel drunk/ not intensely just a bit tipsy is all. I feel like listening to music, I'm not sure what I should listen to though. I need calming music, but my itunes doesn't have much of that. I want a calm, relaxing, trip. I chose Betty Everett - It's in His Kiss. This music sounds so peaceful, and just.. great. I got sidetracked from a conversation, to watch the keyboard 'breath' - while I took a breath, it imitated me, and took one as well. When I let out my breath, it did the same.

I decided to get on a website and watch videos, they weren't any trip-pier than they usually would be, but the eyes on the background of the site are swaying, when looked into focus. It's getting harder to type, and I'm getting confused and unable to write things that I should be able to decipher, it took me longer than I expected to write that word. I looked down to my desk and there was a blue tracer but it immediately disappeard, this is so hard to type I keep misspelling things. I see colors going up the walls, but they are faint. The doorways are moving some like waves, it's the only way I can explain what I see. Wave movement on the doorways, this is confusing. I already know it is. Just bear with me.

A buddy of mine, sent me something to look at while I'm 'fucked' and I can't stop looking at it. ' is it moving? or is that just me. ' - ' no, that's just you. ' It won't stop moving, with every move I make, it makes one with me. It's much much harder to type, but I'm correcting my faults for this.. so it will be easier to read. The open windows on my computer keep slightly moving. On this ambien trip, I'll admit I am a bit tired. I'm really tired. Where as last time, I was wide awake.

I can feel my heart pounding. I'm watching fucked up videos, I just .. feel really stoned. No really good visuals have come along, just the keyboard breathing and the desk looks as if it is growing. I want to go watch TV. I'll continue this - further more by memory.

Television got boring, I'd look at the TV and just see objects slowly move a bit while they were just sitting in one spot. I guess the channel I picked wasn't a good one to watch on ambien. So I took a bath. The sleepiness is kicking in, a lot now. I'm getting really really tired. I'm considering just going to bed, I think my trip is almost over.

I don't remember much after that, for the most part I don't even remember typing any of that last night. But, going back and reading it - kind of reminded me of it. I fell asleep after a while, the last ambien trip was actually better than this one, perhaps it's because I'm now used to intense visuals where as on ambien it's almost unnoticeable.

Exp Year: 2007	ExpID: 63470
Gender: Female
Age at time of experience: Not Given
Published: May 1, 2018	Views: 1,091
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