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The Point of Acceptance
LSD & Ketamine
Citation:   Raven. "The Point of Acceptance: An Experience with LSD & Ketamine (exp73435)". Erowid.org. Dec 30, 2018. erowid.org/exp/73435

 
DOSE:
T+ 0:00
.5 tablets sublingual LSD (blotter / tab)
  T+ 2:30 .5 tablets sublingual LSD (blotter / tab)
  T+ 5:30 1 bump insufflated Ketamine (powder / crystals)
  T+ 55:45 1 bump insufflated Ketamine (powder / crystals)
BODY WEIGHT: 12 st
Background info:
I've done LSD once before, in a tent in a storm, was insanely good!
I've done ketamine quite a few times.

The person I bought both off of is one of my best friends who I introduced to weed 2 years ago or so, and he now can get anything I want lmao. He works in the same place as me, I got him the job there.

So I go to work on the saturday and meet my friend in the morning, let's call him X. I met him on the bus as usual and we went to work, him telling me about this sheet of acid he just got in. So I arrange to get a few hits and a tenbag from him the next day at work. He has been selling them for £5 a hit, but sorted me 3 for £10, along with a basically 2 gram tenbag. 2 of the hits I'm saving for me and my gf, so I decided to take half of a tab just to test it.

THE EXPERIENCE.

I finish my dinner and head up to my room, rip half of a hit off and leave it under my tongue until it falls apart in my mouth. Little tab with a blue star on it. After this I get a very strange feeling in my head. I feel sort of nervous, but it's natural with what I was hoping to experience.

T+1:00:00
I feel very anxious, somewhat nervous and very excited.

T+2:00:00
Still anxious and nervous, but not very excited now.

T+2:30:00
Anxious, nervous, angry because it seems like pure placebo, I take the other half to give it a try.

T+3:00:00
Slight distortions in vision, slight thought racing, slight feeling of anger still, arguing with girlfriend.. Awkward while tripping slightly.

T+4:30:00
Feel very held back tripwise, sorted it with gf and she went off of msn to go to bed, so I figured I'd go to my bed too. This is where it gets fun

T+4:45:00
Lying in bed, tried going to sleep yet that seemed to just throw me into a trip. I can see people in white and black checkers when I close my eyes, and with my eyes open my lampshade keeps dissapearing and the small lights from computer keep joining together and glowing so bright. I think about the argument me and the GF had...

T+5:00:00
I've reached the point of acceptance.. I decided I couldn't care less where my life goes on alot of aspects, as long as I try and take it where I want. If I fail in going where I want, it wasn't meant to be and I can carry on from another perspective.
I decided I couldn't care less where my life goes on alot of aspects, as long as I try and take it where I want. If I fail in going where I want, it wasn't meant to be and I can carry on from another perspective.
I realise I'm tripping on my close friends 6 month anniversary from when he killed himself.. I think about him too...

T+5:15:00
I have been thinking about my friend who passed away, it sucks, but I sort of see him in my head, I feel almost like I'm communicating with him and he's telling me he is fine, I realise this acid is better than I thought.

T+5:30:00
Tired, want to sleep, it's 2:30 AM by this point, I walk across my room and pour out a bump of ketamine and snort it, then return to my bed.

T+5:45:00
The ketamine has hit me well now, everything is distorted and everything has insane trails, everything is moving so slowly, how strange. My legs feel numb and I'm so relaxed, but everything is distorting, walls are pulsating slightly and touch feels very strange.

T+6:30:00
3 AM, ketamine has worn off.. I did another bump halfway between writing this and the one before, I layed back down after doing it and was thrown into my own head, my eyelids got very heavy between the tiredness and the ketamine and when I closed them, I could see kaleidoscope patterns, friends faces, patterns, allsorts of strange thins, but that only lasted 30 mins or so

T+7:00:00
4 AM, by this point I fell asleep.

Next day I wrote this:

It felt strange being on this combination, I did SO much thinking, and the LSD kept making my spine twitch slightly, very strange sensation. I kept thinking about life, the universe and everything. I thought alot about losing people, gf's, friends, family etc. And thought about how we grieve, and feel nothing will ever be better, then it suddenly is.

It was strange because I was thinking about bad things like that some of the time, but not having a bad trip in any shape or form. Not even when arguing with girlfriend.

Exp Year: 2008ExpID: 73435
Gender: Male 
Age at time of experience: Not Given
Published: Dec 30, 2018Views: 1,058
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