I Can't Seem to Ever Quit Using
Cocaine
Citation: Dean. "I Can't Seem to Ever Quit Using: An Experience with Cocaine (exp73801)". Erowid.org. Jun 23, 2020. erowid.org/exp/73801
DOSE: |
repeated | insufflated | Cocaine |
BODY WEIGHT: | 160 lb |
Tonight I went out with my girlfriend to sushi and a movie, she had to be up early so I took her home. Sitting home alone, with no alcohol (my number 2), my mind began to wonder. It has always been easy for me to obtain substances, I dont know why but I just tend to gravitate to that kind of element. Which is funny because I am a very non-threatening guy. You wouldn't suspect my drug habits from just looking at me, unless you saw me after a three day blowout. So I make the reasonable drive and get my T. Take a line in the car and drive home through the rain feeling wonderful. As I sit at home I become bored by TV so I take more lines. Too many lines too fast, but it has always been my way. This is why I always have such a terrible fiend, because I have no self-control.
In writing this experiance I have taken at least four good sized lines. My night will end like all the others, sleepless in bed wondering why the fuck did I do this to myself.
Exp Year: 2008 | ExpID: 73801 |
Gender: Male | |
Age at time of experience: 20 | |
Published: Jun 23, 2020 | Views: 891 |
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