DOSE:

repeated

oral

Alcohol - Hard

BODY WEIGHT:

135 lb

I have been drinking since I was 12. I fell in love with it from the first moment I felt the alcohol warmth radiate from my gut. I started by drinking up my dad's party leftovers. I would down the half full glasses left lying around on Sunday mornings. Soon I started stashing the leftovers in my room. My dad never noticed even half full bottles gone. He had huge parties almost every Saturday night. I would drink my stash in my room at night.

By 13 I was also partying with high school kids every weekend. I look older and lied about my age. At 14 I always had a bottle stashed in my room witch I would sample as soon as I got home from school. Older friends would buy me a couple bottles whenever I asked.

I am 16 now and I drink every day. Some would consider it a problem but I find it thoroughly enjoyable. I down about 4-5 oz of Vodka as soon as I get home from school which gives me an initial buzz. Then I just have sips until my dad gets home. I have learned to stay buzzed all afternoon but without being sloppy drunk in front of my dad. Once my dad is home and watching TV, I go to my room and drink at my leisure. I used to get smashed every night but it started to interfere with my concentration at school. I have now learned to moderate on school nights keeping a steady buzz going and save getting very drunk for the weekend. I know I am addicted to alcohol. I become anxious if I have not had a drink by dinner time (something that rarely happens). However, since I never have any problem procuring my daily dose, I feel capable of maintaining my addiction. I feel the pleasure it brings me far surpasses the negative aspects.

I have recently begun using Cocaine as well. I was given lines at a party about 3 months ago. I immediately liked it. It would be my drug of choice if it were not so expensive. As it is I make do with a couple grams on the weekend. I find it accompanies alcohol well. I used to get very drunk and pass out. I find I can drink and not get too sloppy or pass out with Cocaine. I do not feel I am addicted to Cocaine, though I do look forward to my first line on Friday nights. It does however help me maintain my alcohol addiction.

Today my dad is away for a couple days and I had the house to myself. Since there is no school I decided to be drunk all day. I almost never have this kind of opportunity. I had a large Cesar with about 4 oz Vodka at 9 30 am this morning. My slight hangover dissipated as I felt that lovely warm glow in my stomach. After a second Cesar I felt the alcohol coursing through my blood and relaxing my body. By the end of the third Cesar I was feeling very relaxed and happy. I put on some music and felt no inhibition dancing in the living room. By noon I had drunk half the 26 oz bottle. I was pleasantly intoxicated and had no desire to stop. Pleasant thoughts drifted through my mind. I danced or surfed the net. Everything I did felt good. By 2 pm I realized I had reached a high level of intoxication. I ran into furniture and spilled some of my drink. I became aware that I was walking crooked. This did not worry me. It only made me giggle. However, I realized I needed some cocaine so not to become too drunk or pass out thus ending a lovely day. There was only a few oz left in the bottle by then. I called my dealer friend and asked him to bring an eight ball. I opened a second bottle of Vodka when the coke arrived.

5 minutes after sniffing two large lines, I felt a wave of euphoria and my head cleared. I felt alert and happy. My motor skills improved and I was able to successfully mix another drink. My rate of drinking slowed as I did not feel the need for alcohol as strongly after a line of coke. I did however continue drinking and doing a couple of lines about every half hour all afternoon. It is now 9 pm. I have drunk most of the second 26 oz. I also only have a few lines of coke left. I realize I must be very intoxicated but with the coke I feel great. Unfortunately I will soon run out of both substances and will call it a night. Overall it has been a wonderfully pleasant experience. These two substances nicely complement and balance each other out. Drinking all day is a fantastic experience beautifully enhances by the cocaine. I hope I get the chance to do it again. I never want to give up either of these substances.

Exp Year: 2008	ExpID: 76040
Gender: Female
Age at time of experience: 16
Published: Feb 8, 2018	Views: 2,446
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