Surrendering to Sleep
Alprazolam
Citation: Sleeper123. "Surrendering to Sleep: An Experience with Alprazolam (exp79912)". Erowid.org. Nov 18, 2020. erowid.org/exp/79912
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.25 - .50 mg | oral | Pharms - Alprazolam | (daily) |
BODY WEIGHT: | 200 lb |
With the Xanax, however, I find myself calm, collected, and carefree whenever I take it. I started taking two .25 mg before bed every night and find myself sleeping like a rock...waking up undisturbed for 10-12 hours at a time...with very vivid dreams (which I sometimes can't remember whether or not they are real things that happened to me or not!). Though I have only taken this drug nightly for two weeks I find myself almost incapable of doing anything at night now...my concentration is shot...I forget what I'm doing...it's almost as if my body has trained itself to 'shut off' (because I simply cannot do anything meaningful) around the time when I pop them at night. What do I mean? I used to be able to write all night long and research, but now I get hung up on one page of reading and feel like I need to pop my meds and go to bed. It helps me sleep, but doesn't necessarily make me feel 'well rested' every night. It gives me strange, vivid dreams, which are frighteningly realistic. It works for panic, but definitely has me concerned about my ability to fall asleep without it and do work at night.
Exp Year: 2009 | ExpID: 79912 |
Gender: Male | |
Age at time of experience: Not Given | |
Published: Nov 18, 2020 | Views: 2,111 |
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Pharms - Alprazolam (98), Dreams (85) : Retrospective / Summary (11), Addiction & Habituation (10), Medical Use (47), Therapeutic Intent or Outcome (49), Not Applicable (38) |
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