So Far, I've Taken 43 Pills in My Life
MDMA (Ecstasy)
Citation: QueenS.Sublime. "So Far, I've Taken 43 Pills in My Life: An Experience with MDMA (Ecstasy) (exp83799)". Erowid.org. Jul 10, 2019. erowid.org/exp/83799
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1 tablet | oral | MDMA |
BODY WEIGHT: | 108 lb |
I jst turned 16 a couple weeks ago and I got out of a rehab in Utah tht I was in for four months abt two months ago.
So far, I've taken 43 pills of ecstasy in my life. Maybe I'm jst lucky, I don't think I'm any dumber I still do well in school. But I hve problems with concentrating and linear memory. I've experienced no loss of magic as of yet, I've noticed more bad effects the more I take it.
I've noticed more bad effects the more I take it.
Repeated ecstasy use caused my thinking to become awfully cloudy and it got so bad as I didnt evn think much at all honestly my mind would be jst completely blank nothing there at all which was nice at times cuz sometimes constant thoughts can be annoying. I sometimes get frustrated with my memory loss, but with days of sobriety I slowly gain wht I've lost back.
I'm not sure wht my point is, except to inform people how many times I've rolled and wht I've experienced as a result. And also wht I've noticed is tht whn I'm rolling I lose my sense of intuition; which can cause me to walk right into a bad situation tht I would hve soberly realized. If I'm going to use ecstasy, I make sure I hve water to drink, gum, and maybe some vitamin c not sure if it really does anything but I take it anyways. I've gotten a few fake pills whn buying off strangers I know frm experience to buy frm someone I trust. Its better to wait for a good pill thn to waste money on a shitty one tht I can get right now. Too much of anything is nvr good, use only in moderation.
[Reported Dose: 'one pill each time']
Exp Year: 2009-2010 | ExpID: 83799 |
Gender: Female | |
Age at time of experience: 16 | |
Published: Jul 10, 2019 | Views: 914 |
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