Disappointing, Dysphoric Disillusionment
Cocaine
Citation: Herr Doktor. "Disappointing, Dysphoric Disillusionment: An Experience with Cocaine (exp84571)". Erowid.org. Dec 26, 2020. erowid.org/exp/84571
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2 lines | insufflated | Cocaine | (powder / crystals) |
repeated | smoked | Cannabis |
At first, the merest hint of a burning sensation, to be snuffed out a fraction of a second later as it hit the nerves. I didn't feel anything for about a minute, by which time my top front teeth were numb as well. Then I felt it: a very subtle, mild mood lift, escalating over the next five minutes into a weird, electrical jitteriness that abruptly took control of my whole body.
I became restless, manic and horribly confident; we were all jabbering away nonsensically
I became restless, manic and horribly confident; we were all jabbering away nonsensically
I continued to feel the effect for almost 3 hours after snorting, but by now the electric shock sensations had reached a crescendo, and my heart was really beginning to pound, along with my head. Having finally made myself go to sleep by smoking copious amounts of pot, I woke up the next day, and felt like shit, pure and simple. Lethargic, fatigued, and totally drained. Palpitations every five minutes. Sneezing. Aching all over.
And no, I didn't have a craving for more. I had a conscious desire to avoid this drug at all costs. Despite what people might say, I see coke purely as a status symbol - a perfect drug, perhaps, in our consumerist society?
Exp Year: 2010 | ExpID: 84571 |
Gender: Not Specified | |
Age at time of experience: 18 | |
Published: Dec 26, 2020 | Views: 1,015 |
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