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Ketamine

BODY WEIGHT:

110 lb

I do quite a bit of kitty but I have been realizing something about my k holes every since I met this boy (last year) and even after we broke, every time I k hole I see him in my trip and it's always something amazing and euphoric and perfect. Even when we were together and we fought (he was psychologically abusive) I would k hole and I would see us perfectly happy... I don't know.

And now we haven't been together for over 6 months I still see us when I trip. We have seen each other since then and we were thinking about getting back together but I said no cause I was scared. But I saw him recently after I k holed and saw him in my trip and seeing him was amazing I felt so happy.

I don't know what this means and I hope it can clear my head. I have a boyfriend now who is perfect and treats me so well but something is missing I don't know. So I need to figure this out.

Exp Year: 2010	ExpID: 85812
Gender: Female
Age at time of experience: 22
Published: Apr 12, 2016	Views: 1,681
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