DOSE:	3.75 seeds	insufflated	Anadenanthera peregrina	(ground / crushed)
		oral	Pharms - Fluvoxamine	(daily)

BODY WEIGHT:

165 lb

About 2.5 hours ago one of my best buddies and I made a snuff out of ten yopo seeds and a bit of pickling lime. His roommate was not partaking and was just chillin inside. It was like ten at night so very dark, we went outside to snuff. We had one flashlight on a stand on a table and some fairly quiet chillin' music. We had each smoked DMT on top of ganja one time together maybe 4 or 5 months prior, it was light and not very significant for either of us.

We laid out 16 lines of the snuff. I was able to snuff 6 lines before feeling the drug strongly, along with strong nausea. I went behind a bush and puked my guts out, this lasted about the entire trip. The nausea was uncomfortable but the drug had put me mentally at ease. I closed my eyes and experienced extremely colorful intense visuals. To an observer, it would have looked nightmarish. I experienced a little bit of anxiety about the nausea. My clothes became drenched in sweat, and I had dirt and grass all over me. During this time I could hear my buddy also puking (though not nearly as much as me). He was only able to snuff 3 lines. I remember hearing him say 'This is the worst drug I've ever taken.' He later said he just felt like ass. Normally I get annoyed with negative comments, even when they are true, because they don't help. But instead his discomfort made me want to make him feel better. Still puking at this point but coming down, I proceeded to tell him about how glad I am that we are friends. I told him that what goes on in the brain will affect your mood, but you can also consciously change your mood. The key is positive attitude.

The drug had almost worn off but I experienced a rush of ecstasy. I felt sober, but I've never been so happy in my life. For the next hour or so I was just jumping around, shouting, and just rolling around on the ground. I expressed my amazing feelings with my buddy and his roommate. I then proceeded to text my immediate family to tell them how much I love them. HAHa! They knew I was fucked up! (because I'd never done that before) And I didn't care, but my parents were worried lol. They don't want me to do drugs because I've had problems with OCD-like symptoms. I was hospitalized a little over a year ago, I had suicidal thoughts. I still take medicine, an SSRI called Fluvoxamine, it has done wonders for my obsessive thoughts. I was worried about how my parents would react when I saw them thinking they wouldn't believe that my realization is genuine because it was induced by a drug, but I decided I let them think what they want, but I'll show them with my continued expression of love for them in the future.

I laid down and listened to chill music on the floor, cheesin' hard all the while. I was so dirty! so I took a shower and went home, spoke to my parents, thankfully they did not ask too many questions, then I started writing the report.

As of now I don't expect I will be trying this drug again in the near future simply because I feel like I got exactly what I wanted out of it. I've forgotten all grudges. I'm content to continue on with my life. I feel excited to go to work tomorrow (a physics internship). I will however keep the seeds in case I want to try again, and I will not hesitate to give them away to interested people.

Exp Year: 2011	ExpID: 91560
Gender: Male
Age at time of experience: 20
Published: Nov 7, 2020	Views: 601
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