DOSE:		oral	Vitamins / Supplements
	180 - 210 mg	oral	MDMA	(capsule)
		smoked	Cannabis

BODY WEIGHT:

135 lb

Me and my two friends decided we were going to do some molly powder I had gotten recently. Before my friends came over I was attempting to weigh out and divide up the molly. Unfortunately, my scale does not work very well and can't really weigh anything well < .3g so I was attempting to weigh out .4-.5g and then split it up into 3 equal lines. Even this did not work out too well... I scooped some molly powder onto a paper and attempted to weigh it, it was coming out to around .3/.4 so I added a little more. It went up to .6 but that didn't seem right so I took it off and reweighed it. It was weighing .3 again so I tried to add more to get .4-.5. After fiddling with it for 10 more minutes, unsuccessfully, I decided to just use the whole pile I had scooped out, assuming it would be no more than .6 (I would say it was most likely .5 - .6 in retrospect). I divided it up into 3 equal lines and put each line in a capsule. When I looked at the capsules they were mostly even, the one for L had slightly less than the other two and mine had slightly more than F (so I had the most, but it didn't seem like it was by very much).

Before I leave to pick my friends up I take my supplements. I take 1000mg Vitamin C, a few 'immune booster' pills (contain various antioxidants), a multivitamin, and fish oil. I took all of these on an empty stomach (not a good idea in itself, as I am prone to having upset stomachs). I had taken all these before except I added one new 'immune booster' pill. This was about 45 minutes before ingesting the molly.

So I pick up my friends and we go back to my house and ingest the molly capsules. We vaped a small bowl of weed while waiting for the molly to come on. This was all of ours third time taking molly, and usually for me it takes around an hour for me to start feeling it. We were rolling in my room upstairs which is usually pretty warm so I had the fan on and windows open.

At around :30 F gets up to go to the bathroom and says he is very light headed and already very high. The tone in his voice sounded actually kind of worried. I tell F to calm down and that this is probably as high as he is going to be, so he might as well enjoy it. I am definitely starting to feel effects but not as strong as F seemed to be.

At around :50 I was definitely getting what I would consider peak effects from my previous experiences. I was greatly enjoying myself and all of us were having great conversations.

At 1:15 or so my mother called me and asked me to look up some stuff for her. I was able to talk with her fine, but she was asking me to look up months, so I had to convert the month names to numbers which got slightly confusing. The task was kind of difficult at this point and I was probably messing up on that, but it was generally OK and I don't think she suspected I was messed up or anything. However, while I was doing this I was getting very light visuals, not unlike what I see on LSD.

I believe it was around 1:30 when the effects started getting very heavy. I was getting more and more euphoric and I was getting very heavy nystagmus (eye twitches) and it was very hard to concentrate on looking at something due to this. At this point I was still enjoying myself and the euphoria was still getting stronger. At some point close to this the nystagmus got to be too much for me and I started closing my eyes to try to relieve it. I was half laying down on the couch and not really concentrating on what my friends were talking about, but still at this point I was feeling very good. My friend asked me how I was feeling and I told him that I was feeling good but a little too high and that it was getting uncomfortable.

I believe it was around 1:45 that all at once my condition became very bad. Almost all euphoria was gone and replaced by pretty intense dysphoria. My heart was pounding quite fast and I could feel myself getting very hot and sweaty. The fan was on and window open in the room we were in, but the room was still very hot to me. I left the room for a bit to try and cool down, I felt my forehead and it was very hot and very sweaty. I knew that bad things can happen if you overheat on ecstasy and at this point I was feeling like it was possible that I could throw up or pass out. I went back in the room and told my friends I was not feeling very well. F asked if I was going to throw up and I told him I wasn't sure but that they might have to call the hospital if I got worse. Once I said hospital my friends immediately got concerned and asked if I had perhaps taken too much. I said I was unsure and they started attempting to see online if there was a lethal dose of MDMA. I said it was OK and to just give me a minute and I again left the room to attempt to cool down. It was noticeably cooler outside my room and I walked outside for a minute to get some cool air. I still felt quite bad but definitely manageable at this point so I walk back upstairs into my room and lay down on the couch.

Then all at once all the bad feelings completely stopped. All of this happened in about 5 - 10 minutes. The odd part was that I honestly no longer felt like I was on ecstasy at all at this point, I felt almost completely sober. I felt slightly speedy, but nowhere near what it was before but I had no euphoria, dysphoria, or any of the 'psychedelic' effects of ecstasy. I told my friends that I was feeling much better but that I didn't even really feel high any more. They told me that was quite odd, but good as they were worried about me. I apologized for freaking them out, but they said it wasn't a big deal. As time went on I slowly started to gain more euphoria and 'psychedelic' effects until I was feeling good again but nowhere near as high as I was when I was getting the nystagmus.

Overall the roll was not bad at all, but a tad too intense for me. I am not sure what caused my bad reaction, it may have been either too much molly (most likely, even though I feel I only had slightly more than F), something in the molly (this was stuff I hadn't gotten before from a new guy, although this seems like the most unlikely explanation), the room being too hot (although my friends weren't having any problems), the new 'immune booster' I took, the fact that I took supplements on an empty stomach or perhaps something else entirely. I certainly wouldn't say I had a bad time, but I am definitely going to err more on the safe side with my doses next time. Considering it may have weighed close to .6 and that I got the most, I could had had somewhere in the range of .18 to .21. I only weigh 135lb so that it was probably a 3 mg/kg dose. I should not have had much tolerance either as the last time I had taken it was 3 weeks previous.

Exp Year: 2012	ExpID: 95130
Gender: Male
Age at time of experience: 17
Published: Nov 21, 2022	Views: 746
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