Fear
Opioids
Citation: Paul. "Fear: An Experience with Opioids (exp96133)". Erowid.org. Sep 12, 2018. erowid.org/exp/96133
DOSE: |
oral | Opioids |
BODY WEIGHT: | 150 lb |
But now I have to get past opiates. I live a normal life I go to work every day I pay my bills I just have to have Opiates to get by. I'm in treatment with suboxone I'm not sure its helping I'm 7 days from my appt, and I have been out for 3 days already but I have another source for some morphine. I'm trying to take the smallest amount as possible to get by and take the withdraw pain.
I Fear the pain I fear not having the drug I'm weak with out it I'm strong with it. I just keep thinking how to get out of this it controls me. I know there are others out there and they know what I'm talking about so when you read this just know I am thinking of you. Tomorow I have to work a ten hour shift I only have half a morphine 30mg. I'll wait as long as possible to take it. I fear I might take it tonight.
Exp Year: 1998-2012 | ExpID: 96133 |
Gender: Male | |
Age at time of experience: 27 | |
Published: Sep 12, 2018 | Views: 1,377 |
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Opioids (407), Naloxone (339) : Retrospective / Summary (11), Addiction & Habituation (10), Not Applicable (38) |
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