Empathy Through Ecstasy
MDMA (Ecstasy)
Citation: Respondent 100. "Empathy Through Ecstasy: An Experience with MDMA (Ecstasy) (exp97041)". Erowid.org. Jul 23, 2012. erowid.org/exp/97041
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1 tablet | oral | MDMA |
When I took a full pill for the first time, it was the most amazing experience I have ever felt. When it first started hitting, I wanted to be in a place in the club where I could just stay calm for a little while, so I went to the lounge. I sat down on the floor next to a kid in a K hole. I have never met him before in my life, yet when I saw him there with two of his friends trying to get him out of it, I felt like he was one of my closest friends. I couldn't leave him until he was able to get up. I sat there with them, asking if there was anything I could do to help. Finally, when he was able to move again, I asked his friends what his name was, so that I would always remember the first time hat I helped someone who I will likely never see again in my life.
After he got better, I went back to the main dance floor. A wave of warmth overcame me on my way down. For the first time in my life, I knew what empathy felt like.
A wave of warmth overcame me on my way down. For the first time in my life, I knew what empathy felt like.
At one point, I was a floor about the main dance floor, just looking down at everyone dancing. Every so often, the white lights would turn on and it seemed like everyone froze, yet I knew that they didn't. I knew that on the floor itself, those thousands of people moving at once looked like chaos, yet above, it seemed like they weren't even moving. I thought about how God looks down upon us, and when he sees us, it seems to him that nothing is happening, but to us the world is in constant motion.
When I got out of the club, the world looked different. The colors were brighter, the world looked sharper and more beautiful. Ever since, nature still looks more amazing that it did before I learned of this new sensation. Things that seemed so life threatening or earth shattering seem so trivial now. My eyes were finally truly opened up to the world as it should be seen.
Exp Year: 1999 | ExpID: 97041 |
Gender: Not Specified | |
Age at time of experience: Not Given | |
Published: Jul 23, 2012 | Views: 3,082 |
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